I see you, sensitive woman - longing to open to your gifts so you can step into your purpose as a healer, light worker, teacher or guide - yet thinking βwho am I to be a healer? Iβm not powerful like other women - I could never do this?β and lacking confidence, fearing failure, doubting and beating yourself up - or perhaps feeling your power is βtoo muchβ...
I see you, sensitive soul - your heart is calling you to something more meaningful; you know thereβs a bigger soul-calling that you are here for - yet youβre so unsure of yourself - you feel stuck in the mundane, youβre feeling low and suffering from secret meltdowns (for which you beat yourself up), whilst secretly wearing a shiny mask of βperfectionβ - and you fear βfailingβ if you open your heart to your true desire to heal yourself and the possibility of living your soulβs purpose. Perhaps you have a sense youβre here to open to your gifts as a healer, teacher, lightworker or guide and youβre feeling the call to some deeply impactful work in the world with others - because youβve had an awakening of your own that transformed your life and you sense you could help others do the same. Yet at the moment, that feels terrifying and a million miles away - you sometimes feel powerless, rather than powerful. Some days you still feel a βdarknessβ that you judge as βunacceptableβ, and you canβt meet your own basic needs because youβre running around people-pleasing - and you doubt your power to choose differently. Youβd love to reclaim your power to heal yourself, first.
Oh, I feel your heart.
I suspect youβve innocently learned to outsource your healing power to other healers, or health professionals, and their βquick fixβ promises - yet deep down, you know you really want to learn to harness your own inner healing power. At the same time, youβre scared to fully honour the calls of your heart, secretly fearing youβre both βnot enoughβ and simultaneously that your deep sensitivity is βtoo muchβ - and you worry youβre the βone personβ who isnβt capable of healing yourself and choosing whatβs truly aligned. Or, you might sometimes wonder if you can even trust your power - it mostly feels destructive and forceful - you often think βwhat if I caused harm, instead of healing?β - and you feel a bit like a βtyrantβ. Occasionally you feel like a scared little girl, trapped in a adult womanβs body - pushing through life, wearing a metal protective βarmourβ - and youβre longing to soften and reclaim your beautiful womanhood.
I so deeply feel you - and Iβm here to show you a new way to heal yourself; to hold you as you open to a βsofterβ, more loving power that is innate within you - to help you begin to reclaim what was there all along, but got shamed, lost and fragmented in your wounds. I see your vulnreable, Feminine, heart-led power - a power that, once reactivated, will have you able to tend the darkness of your inner child in her fear, listen to and trust your body wisdom and begin to confidently honour more powerful choices that are aligned with your sensitive soul (without having to push, force or over-power anyone) - and learn to love yourself more deeply, especially in your fear of failure and helplessness, so that you can keep choosing to tenderly follow your calling at your soulβs pace. In fact, itβs Archetypal Remedy βAurumβ - or βGoldβ - the remedy that alchemises darkness into gold - that will show you the way - in our upcoming 4 week journey of powerful soul-healingβ¦
This is for you if...
π€ you are a woman who is so βoverβ living a dull, grey, unfulfilling life - you feel ungrounded in busy chaos and drama, constantly pushing through life and putting out fires - and you know you want to create life differently, but sometimes doubt your power to (or the opposite; you fear your power will be βtoo muchβ)
π€ you feel more than others - youβre easily overwhelmed by a keen sensitivity (to noises, lights, odours, touch, electricity, people, or βother worldsβ) and no matter how hard you try to shove feelings down & be more βpositive,β you often explode in a meltdown of fiery, anxious emotions - which you try and keep secret, and then beat yourself up for
π€ you can experience emotional depression - a lowness that, at times, feels all consuming and shameful - and you either distract and numb your problems with work, tv, food, alcohol, drugs, scrolling social media or other βquick fixesβ - OR youβre deeply emotional with a hyper-vigilant mind that predicts future problems and tries to solve them (simultaneously fearing you βcanβtβ) - all whilst wearing a mask of βperfectionβ
π€your body whispers to you with low energy and nervous exhaustion - or perhaps shouts with fatigue, tension, pain, numbness, womb symptoms or mysterious disorders - and youβve a sense thereβs a hidden underlying pattern to heal (because youβve doubted your power, youβve previously outsourced your healing to other βquick fixesβ and now youβd like to learn to truly heal yourself)
π€ you struggle to honour your needs and run around people-pleasing, at the expense of your energy, feeling helpless, emotional, resentful, shameful and guilty - all because you lack self-confidence, feel unworthy and can be deeply self-critical, beating yourself up for everything (including not being βall things to everyoneβ)
π€you have a sense that youβre here for something *bigger* - something more meaningful, heart-led and purposeful. You suspect youβve βgiftsβ as a healer, teacher, lightworker or guide (whether you want to use them for yourself or others); but you doubt yourself, lack confidence and self-trust and fear failure. Youβre feeling the call to learn to reclaim your power, so you can learn to heal yourself, open to your full potential and choose a life of deeper soul-alignment.
Maybe itβs time to:
Reclaim
your Feminine power.
Trust
your wisdom.
Choose
your soul.
your soul.
I feel your heart, because all of the above was once me. If youβre anything like I was, somewhere along the way, your inner little girl learned she was βpowerlessβ to choose a different life - or that the only way to have βpowerβ was to βarmour upβ in a metal suit and go into battle. Since then, youβve been used to a definition of βpowerβ that has you having to push and force harder and βkeep upβ, in a busy 'Masculine' driven culture - a harsh world of power into which your βsensitivitiesβ donβt really fit, which you beat yourself up for. A world where your true βFeminineβ power (and your heart, wisdom and soul) has been shamed, feared and guilted, leaving it suppressed and only bursting out occasionally in overwhelmed βoutburstsβ - which have you fear and shame your power even more. Half the time youβre worried that you donβt have enough power to heal and use your gifts - and the rest of the time, youβre worried that your power will be seen as βtoo muchβ - or destructive. And all of that has you beating yourself up, feeling unworthy, lacking confidence and trying to stay seen as βperfectβ, whilst shying away from your deeper soul purpose (innocently - bless your little girl, who feels this fear of her power so deeply).
I used to swing between the two extremes of saying βI canβt do thisβ (helpless) and βyou will do what I sayβ (my inner βtyrantβ) as I either forced things to work, berated myself, or gave up. The thing is, this innocent βpowerβ wounding is common to all sensitive souls who are here for a more meaningful purpose as a healer, teacher, lightworker or guide. You are not alone. Sensitive (magical) women tend to (innocently) learn to misuse their power from wounding - and Iβm here to hold you, as you journey into healing and reclaiming your vulnerable, heart-led power - and harness it to heal yourself and open to your gifts.
Remember: your power wouldnβt be feeling as if it were βmissingβ if you didnβt have it in the first place - you can only truly βmissβ what you have already.
Even the fact youβre even still reading shows you that youβre a powerful woman; it takes courage to even contemplate a journey into our deep healing and soul gifts. And yet, I can pretty much hear you reading this and thinking βyes, but do I really have the power to step into my gifts? What if Iβm the one woman who hasnβt got the power to do it? Perhaps I should give up? Iβve tried everything to heal beforeβ - and I can assure you that all of the women Iβve guided into their purpose have experienced this particular feeling - just like I did.
Is something stirring in your body, calling you deeper? If so, read onβ¦
Hereβs my Point of View...
Many women take these fears as a sign they should βgive upβ - yet it doesnβt mean this at all - itβs all a perfectly normal part of the journey of opening to your soul purpose. All of this is simply a sign that youβve still got some personal healing reclamation of your βpowerβ to do to become the healer you long to be (whether you plan to heal yourself or become a healer for others).
And Archetypal Remedy, βAurumβ (Gold) has just the medicineβ¦
Archetypal Remedy, Aurum, was the remedy that helped me to begin to tenderly and lovingly open to owning my heart-led Feminine power and see my possibility - to stop outsourcing my healing elsewhere (to doctors, counsellors, psychotherapists, spiritual healers and numbing sticky plasters), and to stop doubting myself and my gifts. Aurum revealed to me where I was creating life powerfully already (even though it didnβt look like it), only from my unconscious wounds - and showed me how to tenderly love my inner little girl into healing liberation, so that I could choose to create what my heart desired; a more magical, soul-led life as a healer.
Imagine, waking up each day, and feeling whole, trusting your healing gifts, and feeling a deep sense of knowing that you are making a powerful, healing contribution of service to awakening the world. Youβre cosied up at a beautiful desk, with your favourite things surrounding you; perhaps youβre writing articles for magazines, recording a podcast, or being on radio, or sharing your healing gifts in a 1:1 session or in group work, or holding a womanβs circle (and earning good money from that) - or maybe youβre choosing to create some rest and spaciousness and so you have the afternoon off out in nature or at the spa, because thatβs whatβs aligned for your own soulβs healing. This is the life that Aurum helped me create - yet once upon a time, it didnβt even feel possible to me, eitherβ¦
If youβre resonating with this - perhaps your body is coming alive, or youβre feeling goosebumps, or youβre just nodding along, like βyes, yes, this is meβ, or perhaps youβre experiencing synchronicities calling you this way (oh hello, there, everything gold!) - then itβs likely your soul is calling you into the tender next steps of opening to your healing power. Likewise, if youβre instead feeling deep resistance, then know this: soul often calls to us in less than desirable and glamorous ways, so this, too, is just as much a call as resonance isβ¦
Is something stirring in your body, calling you deeper?
If so, it might be time to activate your inner apothecary and heal your power. Read onβ¦
Your Journey with βAurumβ (Archetypal Gold)
Our 4 week journey with Archetypal Remedy, βAurumβ (Gold) - in which you will guided to learn how to channel the Archetypal Remedy for your own self-healing - is the initiation into the soft, vulnerable Feminine heart-led power that you never knew, as a little girl who was doing her best to learn to become an adult in a modern world that diluted ancient Feminine wisdom traditions and favoured Masculine βhard powerβ. You will journey into learning how to heal your power wounds, reclaiming the gold in your darkness, and open to becoming the confident adult woman who knows how to courageously and lovingly hold her little girl in her fears, so you can begin to more confidently trust and choose your possibility, tending your nervous system to make more powerful, heart-led, soul-aligned choices in your life.
Itβs the journey of beginning to open to owning your healing power, so you can start to honour whatβs been in your heart for a long time, and learn how to lovingly take the next aligned actions towards your dreams, and see the possibility for you to begin to choose *all* of life the way you desire - rather than feeling at the mercy of the mundanity youβre so unfulfilled with.
Within a circle of women, weβll journey together exploring and creating around these themes:
healing liberation of power
healing self-love
body wisdom
Feminine soul initiation
The unique Archetypal Apothecary path guides you in transmissions of Archetypal Remedies, harnessing energy healing, embodiment practices, nervous system tending, inner child tending, liberating self-illumination, ritualistic initiation, and visioning - in your own home and in the wild.
Based on the Universal law and healing principle, βsimilia similibusβ (like cures like), Archetypal Gold is a remedy that calls you from the depression of feeling at the mercy of a mundane, soulless life, into helping you begin to heal and alchemise your self-doubt, lack of confidence, perfectionism and fear of failure - and drop your metallic coat of armour - to reclaim your gold and own your true, vulnerable, heart-led Feminine power from love. She opens you to your power to *choose* life from the heart - whether thatβs choosing to heal personally by honouring and meeting your daily needs and lovingly tending your nervous system and inner child, or choosing to tenderly take the next aligned action towards becoming a healer. Aurum is the initiation into adult womanhood that offers the tender steps into reclamation of your Feminine soft-power - helping you love yourself through your challenging emotions, and open to the possibility of creating miracles from living in deep soul alignment.
We gather in circle on Thursdays, online via Zoom for 5 weeks (with 1 week off for integration). Iβm creating a group container in this way to provide a much more accessible way to work with me than my 1:1 fees allow, and making it possible for anyone to join globally.
Itβs a potent healing space, where youβll be held lovingly - and, perhaps for the first time in your life youβll begin to understand the phrase βall is welcomeβ. Thereβs no βsharingβ required from you in the live circles, but there will also be a private community group which is a beautiful and alchemical space for you to share your experience with likeminded sisters along the journey.
Youβll Receive:
1 x 90 minute live dosing ceremony (via Zoom) for Archetypal Remedy transmission and healing initiation
Enquiries, rituals and embodiment practices to engage at home and in the wild
2 x 75 minute live βteachingβ circles for integration support
Q&A opportunities
Transmissions from Nicole to deepen the journey
Full integration support and holding from Nicole in the group, for 5 weeks, for anything that arises to be healed
1 x 75 minute closing ceremony to honour and share wisdom and learning from your journey
Sisterhood - a global coven of magical sisters sharing deep work - these go way deeper than your average muggle group, and most of the healing integration happens in this space
Lifetime access to all replays and group alchemy
Youβll Become a Woman Who Is:
π beginning to connect to what βsoft, Feminine powerβ really is - aka stepping into true womanhood - youβll be able to tenderly gift yourself healing love for young parts of yourself that have felt βpowerlessβ to choose your soul
π starting to understand the hidden old stories of powerlessness held in your bodyβs cells, so you can heal them - youβll begin to tend your body and nervous system - and reclaim the gold in your darkness as you do
π learning to hear your vulnerable emotions as wise and powerful guides, and to welcome them all with deep love, so you can make more powerful, soul-aligned choices
π beginning to connect to your inner self-healer and embody your inner-power, confidence and capacity to trust your wisdom and deeper gifts as a healer (whether thatβs for your self-healing or healing others)
π starting to cultivate a sense of being open to creating miracles, and choosing to follow the nudges into the next aligned-actions along your soul path - at your soulβs pace - without having to obliterate your life and run away to live in the woods
π opening to creating a more magical, heart and soul-led life, where your sensitivity, power and gifts are beginning to be deeply honoured and feel welcome - youβll be healing your βinner healerβ, so you can open to your more meaningful deeper purpose.
In other words, youβll have begun the tender healing journey into reclaiming your soft, heart-led Feminine power and opening to trust yourself in taking aligned-action towards your soulβs healing, and meaningful Purpose and possibility to become a healer, teacher or guide.
This is a fit for you if you:
are a sensitive woman who wants to stop βfixingβ and lovingly open to your power and the possibility to heal yourself
are longing for an authentic, soul-paced journey to learn how to lovingly reclaim your soft, heart-led power (and you want to own your responsibility to do that)
are willing to choose to create a small amount of time for yourself each day (suggested 20-30 minutes) to devote to invitations between circles (at your soulβs pace) - and will devote to watching the circle replay within 48 hours
are willing to look in the mirror at sometimes difficult-to-see underlying patterns that arise to be seen around your power, and receive full support - including powerful, loving reflections of truth that may at times feel uncomfortable
feel a call to a life of more powerful meaning and impact - perhaps as a healer, teacher or guide, even if that feels terrifying (though you may also not know this specifically - all sensitive souls are welcome)
are willing to honour the sacredness of the journey
This is not a fit for you if you:
want to keep oursourcing your power to βquick fixesβ - I wonβt be healing you, because we can only heal ourselves
you donβt want to create a small amount of space for yourself to dive into the deep work - enquiries, practices, rituals
you arenβt here look deeply in the mirror at your wounds or to learn to open through your fears, elevate beyond feeling at the mercy of a mundane life and lovingly tend your nervous system and inner little girl
have other priorities that are currently higher than your self-healing (please choose this wholeheartedly)
want to rush the journey of becoming a healer and want to keep trying healing and marketing βquick fixesβ which diminish your true power
arenβt female - this is for women only because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles specific to female bodies.
Commitment
Aurum is a powerful journey - a tender next step in your initiation. It will reveal and begin to heal things youβve not previously opened to look at. Aurum is only for you if youβll take responsibility for your power, walk into the fire + submit to initiation.
You work live with one specific intention youβd like to transform - come with one in mind.
Next Live Circle Dates
Youβve missed our LIVE circle -
However, you can find the replay version in our Secret Witchβs Apothecary Membership
Investment
5 weeks of soul initiation.
Financial investment of Β£377
NOTE: This is the only time Iβll be running Aurum at this very low investment - and for a while, as other Archetypes are calling to me to express next; so if you are called, donβt delay. Spaces are limited, so if youβd like to join please do honour that call sooner as these lower investment crucibles tend to fill fast (weβve enrolled for Aurum before itβs even been released). My 1:1 fees begin at Β£3333, so this is an incredible opportunity to begin to walk the path at a much lower investment.
Begin
Itβs your time to start to lovingly heal and reclaim your Feminine soft-power, so you can live the purpose you were born for.
Will you allow yourself to choose that, sweetheart?
Unfortunately, you have missed the live round of Aurum - but you might like to check out our monthly-subscription Secret Witchβs Apothecary Membership here, where thereβs a whole library of self-paced Archetypal Remedy journeys (including Aurum) - and other live healing circles:
Hear Oliviaβs Experience of Walking the Path...
What Other Women Say About the Path...
Itβs life-changing once you start to take charge of your own life...
βCompared to the work I've experienced before, this path has been the only thing that has created long-term change. Looking at and noticing patterns has been really, really helpful. There was one point that I was addicted to self-help and fixing myself; I couldn't stop. But once you see the pattern in that, it's easier to choose out of it. Once you notice patterns, it's easier to change your behavior and change your focus. It's definitely the deepest work I've ever done.
The main thing I illuminated was how much I was and still am wanting somebody to come and βrescueβ me. Thatβs life-changing once you start to take charge of your own life and change your patterns and choices. I just feel much more able to cope with my life. I know what to do if something comes up. Iβm able to navigate my life, take care of myself, be more present with my kids, more present with myself, and I feel a lot more powerful than I did before - before I just felt helpless. I didn't even know that I felt helpless, whereas now I feel much more able to make choices, which I was terrified of before. There's just a lot less fear and a lot more power.β
β Joanna Townsend, Aurum participant
Aurum Takes you into spaces youβve wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe
βAn aspect of working with Aurum, that I did not expect, is illuminating and welcoming soft feminine power, and my own expression of it. I was able to see where I've been operating so forcefully in the masculine, trying to prove/force/be productive/be a high achiever/etc etc so that I can be seen and have approval, that I haven't connected with my soft feminine, and known myself in that way. Seeing this has shifted my relationship with my husband, to feel much more symbiotic and balanced, yin/yang, rather than competitive (something I was completely unaware that I was doing!!). This feels really juicy and wonderful. And also, I've begun to shift my relationship to myself as 'mother' to my 3 year old son.
It has been a truly magical experience, and I am so grateful to Nicole for pouring her heart into this work, and for being such an available and present guide. She is such a gift!! She actually responds to everything we share individually, and offers such meaningful reflections. She can help you look behind blocks and go into spaces you may have wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe, or even illuminate things that have been completely outside your current view. And to all of my sisters that journeyed with Aurum with me, thank you for being willing to be so authentic and go into all of the places!! It made such a difference. I love you all.β
β Colleen, Aurum participant
Additional Words from Women About The Path...
βThe one thing I would say Iβve taken away is that we all have this incredible power and magic within us. It's in you, it's in me, it's in all of us - and working with Nicole will open that door and unlock that and let it out for you to express in the world. And that's a gift that you'll give to the world - and it's why you're here: to use that beautiful power and magic. That's what you're *here* for. Let Nicole help you.β β Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client
βAurum called me. I was struggling to be powerful. I knew there had to be a way to be powerful in a soft feminine way, but I couldn't find the 'switch'. I felt powerless trying to push and force to create a business as a healer and teacher. It was so safe and soothing to be in circle with Nicole. The loving, welcoming space she holds is really extraordinary. I felt safe to express myself in the group, because the other women were also loving and accepting. They all are amazingly wise women! I have illuminated layers of wounding and old stories. I came to a new and higher level of loving myself which feels amazing, powerful magical and so healing. A whole new space has opened up for me to be in. That's how it feels right now. It's full of life, softness, radiance and power. I learned so much and it was so healing. So thank you, Nicole, from the bottom of my heart!β β Marion, Aurum Participant
βJourneying through Aurum was a first for me, and I have loved the chance to share the experience with my sisters. I feel I have learned a lot about my inner little girl, the scars she carries, and how I can listen to and honour her needs. I have created a safe temple where I can connect with her and my Aurum guide when I need too, and this has been so powerful for me. I have learnt a lot about myself and how I shy away from positive comments, and being βseenβ Aurum has helped me to realise that showing my power and letting people see me, is a good thing, and not to diminish myself at the fear of how I could make others feel. My little girl has reminded me of past experiences that I had not dwelled on for a long time. My response to a bad experience is to bury it, and Aurum has helped me start to realise this and begin healing what was buried. My intention is to carry on with learning and self healing, so I can grow and be a better healer. Thank you to Nicole and the beautiful souls in this group, this really has been such a positive experienceβ β LB, Aurum Participant
βThe Archetypes were really powerful - in particular understanding how we create everything in our lives, so if we are creating things we donβt want, that points us further towards the power we have to create what we do want in our lives. During the program I was launching my own group program and Iβd felt a lot of fear around launching that, and showing myself publicly - Iβve been public before, but this was another step and there was a lot of fear. The work we were doing with Nicole gave me the tools I needed to be able to work with that fear, rather than push through it - it was a very feminine way of being able to work with the fear and be able to use it to write the posts around the program I was promoting.β β Laura Hill, Crucible Participant
βThe Archetypal Remedies are unique - theyβre much more about being in our power to heal, and working with the remedy, than being in victim to healing. They help you consciously choose - which is powerful. At first I just dismissed that, but that is powerful because you become aware of what you're doing, what you're focusing on, what your patterns are, what you're creating, and what you're choosing in each moment - because in each moment you're making a choice and the more awareness you have a of your choice and where that choice is coming from, you're able to change that choice - if you want to.β β crucible participant
βMy reservation has always been whether the 'painful' route is really necessary. Surely theres another easier option? After all, its all just thought and belief so in the name of spirituality, surely we donβt really have to go there? I realise now that moving into the body is the most spiritual you can get. Thereβs no where else to go. To feel is to be connected to soul. To feel is to really live. And of course to feel is to heal. This work has been so unique in that it really felt like something had been activated. An effortless opening. A softness, a tenderness. Its unlike anything Iβve ever done before and hard to put into words. Something definitely shifted and my husband also changed towards me during the course, like he had seen me fresh for the first time. Extraordinary. Also the vital importance of going into the body and really feeling what is there. My habits are strong and I have since reverted back to my old ways but I definitely got a taster of what it was to be connected and it felt good, even though it appears to be what Iβve been running from my whole life.β β Deborah Binun, Aurum participant
βReleasing my old patterns of thinking was so powerful. There has definitely been significant healing.β β KR, crucible participant
βI had an inkling that this container was going to take me deeper, and it has. I loved being with the women and could see everyone finding our way home to own our true feminine power. We really did feel like birds of a feather. Nicole held us in all her loving truth and feminine power. I thought my deeper work was done, but the synchronicity of this container has been profound for me.β
- Victoria, Aurum Participant
βWorking with Nicole has been nothing short of magical. The way she can hold a group with such love, warmth and care. Her true unconditional love is so very healing. Her gentle, gorgeous way, so knowledgeable, so wise, so humble and so deeply gifted. My journey with Nicole has been a wonderful healing and magical experience that I would highly recommend to anyone feeling the nudge to join. Extra bonus: I now see roses wherever go!" β Rosa participant
βOne of the things that was really powerful about working with Nicole was realising that I had an urge to go and rescue everyone else - Iβve seen itβs okay to reclaim my power - and there is a way of doing that with love. If youβre considering this, donβt let the fear of the βwitchβ + βmagicβ put you off - these are parts of yourself that you donβt know yet - parts that can bring wonderful insights and healing.β β crucible participant
βI had a huge amount of resistance to choosing into this path; I had so much fear of looking where I didnβt want to look yet I was drawn in by the deep longing to be in my power and start to allow myself to shine, which at the time felt impossible. Looking deeply at my wounds and loving them has been so necessary and healing for me. So much was revealed through this and it was Nicoleβs safe space and love which gave me the ability to begin to look there. Doing this has enabled me to see and begin to choose my power and to begin to create what I truly desire.β β JT, crucible participant
βI want to share the feelings of joy and gratefulness that I feel right now for having stepped onto this path. The desires of my heart were still like soft whispers, covered in layers of fear and shame and beliefs of what was possible for me. And when I look at them from where I'm standing now, after all the work I've done with Nicole, I see I have uncovered and healed so much! I feel so much more space around my desires and Iβm in the process of realising them. My heart is so full of gratitude for you, Nicole. For having guided me on this path. I love you. I feel gratitude towards myself, for having the courage and for just following the calling and doing the work. Gratitude for all the sisters I met along the way. And gratitude for life, for soul, for wisdomβ β MP, crucible participant
"It was life-changing for me to choose into this work - and it continues to be. Nicole opened my eyes to the profound magic of daily practice. The group showed me what it can be like when sisters come together to be vulnerable and loving, and that intimacy can exist without being shamed or chastised. Iβve learned to see βyuckyβ or βundesirableβ parts of me as fragmented parts of me, shadows that can be loved back into wholeness. I have stepped into my magical power because of the love and wild remedies you so lovingly dosed. I am so, so grateful. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.β β ES, Feminine Mystery group participant
βNicole is like a loving fast forward button to deep healingβ β crucible participant
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Is your heart feeling the call?
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FAQβs
Q: I canβt make the live sessions, can I still join?
A: The live sessions will be recorded and replays will be shared into the groups. They are transmission and teaching circles, rather than sharing circles (sharing goes deep in the group), so whilst thereβs the invitation to join us live, it is optional. We do ask that you try and co-create a way to join us for the first live ceremony as itβs nice to gather everyone together and be connected, but itβs not a requirement if itβs a real challenge. We will also space the live sessions across different time zones, so that people can join live at some point.
Q: Iβm a complete beginner to magic and I donβt know anything about the Archetypal Remedies or how they work - do I need to?
A: This journey is aimed at those taking the very tender first steps into the Archetypal Apothecary path, which means there are no prerequisites to know anything about magic - or the Archetypal Remedies - at all. There will likely be many women who know nothing about magical healing, but just feel a deep call from their soul to be with us, so you are completely welcome. This will be your first magical initiation. However, if you would like to geek out on the art and science and learn more, you can check out this event we hosted here, which dives into the βWhat, Why and How of Archetypal Remedies.β
Q: I love the feel of this program and am really called to it - but Iβm used to a more spiritual path which says we donβt need to βdoβ anything - there seems to be a lot of ritual work or practices here. Is that a requirement?
A: Often my clients come from a spiritual ascension path, before they arrive here at the descent to soul. I myself have walked a spiritual path in my work with the Three Principles, and it was very helpful; yet we are here to co-create with soul. This means we are here to create magic here on earth, in our bodies - as thatβs really the only place magic can be fully experienced. Our work in this path is that of embodiment - and magical practice and ritual is a hugely important part of that. Will you trust your Soul to be leading you where you need to go?
Q: Iβve done a lot of spiritual work that tells us we donβt need βhealingβ because itβs all βjust thoughtβ - is this for me?
A: I hear you on this one - that was my path too, and itβs also largely where women who journey with me have been (many of them exploring spiritual ascension). Itβs not really an either/or - itβs actually both - we co-create as spirit in a body, and this descent back to the body is really the next breadcrumb. Healing is really another word for βexpansionβ - yet it can be misinterpreted for us needing βfixingβ (which we donβt). If we are rejecting βhealing,β we ignore the wounds held in our bodies and that leaves them creating unconsciously for us and stealing our focus, without us knowing. To truly create what we desire, we need to come back into our bodies and face these unconscious wounds and love them so that our focus can fully be towards love, spirit and truth. Ultimately, love is the healer, and as we learn to love the parts of ourselves that we have shamed, they no longer steal our focus, and we come back to wholeness and can harness our focus toward what we truly desire. These two podcast episodes will be serving for you - Episode 28 - Do We Need Healing with Dominic Scaffidi + Episode 20 - How to Harness your Focus to Create Intentional Magic with William Whitecloud.
Q: Iβm not sure if I want to be a βhealer, teacher or guideβ - I feel a bit of a call, but it terrifies me, and Iβm not sure - is it for me?
A: Yes, this is absolutely for you - most women called to being a healer will feel a lot of fear when they first hear the call to a deeper purpose with their unique gifts, so itβs completely normal that this feels terrifying, and that youβre uncertain if thatβs really your calling. This journey is for sensitive souls to heal themselves - and so when I use the word βhealerβ I am also referring to women who want to learn how to become their own healer. My invitation is to come with an open heart and see whatβs revealed as you journey - this is a journey of learning to soften and tend fear, and open to what your heart actually desires, so itβs perfect for where you are, and can be navigated at your soulβs own pace.
Q: Iβm an experienced healer - Iβve already explored so many healing modalities - including homeopathy, or aromatherapy - but Iβm still struggling to create a business in the world; how is this different to other healing, and is it for me?
A: Whilst some of my women are beginners to healing, itβs also really common that my women have journeyed with #allthehealing before arriving at my door, so this is a really powerful question. The Archetypal Apothecary path offers a totally unique Soul Map for women to heal, discover and express their gifts. Remedies arenβt just another modality or βthing to doβ - they offer a unique philosophy that guides women into deeper healing of the fears that are stopping them from expressing their gifts into the world. Our path initiates women into soul - aka the true science and art of deep healing - and it is likely that this will be the deepest work of your life yet. It is work that helps you to make conscious all that has previously been unconscious, which is rare in the βquick fixβ healing world (and why this path has been intentionally designed). Many of my women have explored other modalities and found them unhelpful in isolation (itβs not an either/or - itβs both) - because they lack the deep healing homeopathic, archetypal and energetic healing work that is integrated in this path to heal all of the trauma layers in the way of you being a healer in the world. And thatβs really the key to why my women havenβt yet become healers and birthed their business. This deep healing of your healer wound will help you to begin this journey into actualising your soul purpose.
Q: Is this circle only for women?
Yes, this circle is for women only, because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles that are specific to female bodies.
Q: My nervous system is already activated enough with fear - Iβm not sure Iβm ready for being triggered. And yet, Iβm really called to this - is it for me?
A: This circle is intentionally designed to guide sensitive women through the most loving of healing - one of the most important principles of this path is love. You will be led by Nicole into learning to tend lovingly to your wounds, until you know deeply in your bones that all of you is welcome. The whole point of this is that your nervous system will learn that someone with power (aka you) has shown up with the loving tending it longs for.
Q: I am not sure I trust magic - Iβm more logical and prefer scientific explanations for things, but I am still feeling drawn to this, but Iβve a preference for knowing βhowβ - is this for me?
A: This is perhaps one of the biggest paradoxes that many sensitive women hold; their simultaneous love for and hate of magic. Thereβs often a deep mistrust and rejection of magic in women who are here with magical gifts, whilst also being drawn to it, time and time again - Iβve been there, and know it well. Sensitive women will commonly completely deny their magic by going into more logical things and trying to βrationaliseβ it, or explain it with science - and itβs all, ultimately, a way of innocently bypassing their unique gifts. The fact that youβre in this paradox suggests that you are a healing one - because usually there is some deep resistance when women are truly magical - and so itβs likely actually the very program you need. Will you trust your desire to lead?
Q: Iβve heard you talking about the βSecret Witchβ and Iβve real resistance to the idea of βbeing a βwitchβ - does this mean it isnβt for me?
A: It is so common for my women to have resistance to the idea of being a βSecret Witchβ because sheβs a mirror for the parts of ourselves we fear - the way we work with these powerful Archetypal Remedies is that they activate hidden parts of our soul or psyche that we have kept hidden for so long. When we resonate with stories that activate us - like the Secret Witch - this can can create some resistance or triggering, because usually these parts of us want to stay hidden for the very reason that it keeps us safe to hide who we are. So, if you have resistance, itβs actually more likely that this is the exact healing you need to create your more meaningful life.
Q: Iβm really called to this path but it feels really βunknownβ and Iβm a bit nervous to go there. How can I get over the fear of joining?
A: This is again such a common and welcome fear along this journey. The path of soul is not easy - and it is not for everyone - but youβll know if it is calling you because youβll begin to be activated in ways youβve not felt before - and you may also begin to notice synchronicities calling to you. The only way to really overcome this is to offer yourself as much love as possible to the parts of you that want to βknowβ the way. If you are sensing it is for you, then it likely is for you - and it will keep calling you until you answer. Can you offer yourself the love you need to choose it anyway?
Q: I donβt even know if magic or power are available to me- I have a sense my gifts are βtoo bigβ for me - what if Iβm the one person that itβs not possible for?
A: I think this is the question that pretty much all of my women feel applies to them; and this fear is so welcome. And still, Iβve never met a woman drawn to working with the Archetypal Apothecary who isnβt magical and powerful (even though she likely doesnβt feel it). Usually there is simply some deeper fear about capability and worthiness that is in the way of you seeing your gifts. Paradoxically, this is the very work that Archetypal Apothecary healing modality guides you into seeing. The greatest paradox in the path of soul is that the wisdom we gain within the journey helps us to see the truth we feel we need to choose it; so the deeper invitation is to allow yourself to be courageous and choose to trust your heart to lead - this is the deep work here. The only ticket required to enter the gateway to this journey is hope for your possibility.
Q: Is sharing required in this program? Iβm a bit nervous to share in front of other people.
A: I can almost guarantee that every woman joining this program will feel this fear of being seen and sharing. And, in our introductory journeys, the live circle element is more of a teaching circle, which will mean there is little sharing required - unless you have a question or long to share something in the space where you are invited to. There is a beautiful group for the sisterhood to connect deeper, where you can share as much of your heart as you long to - this is your journey and you choose how deeply you go and how much you offer of yourself (though youβll get more from it if you do choose to share).
Q: I'm drawn to this but life is really busy and don't know how I'll fit it in to my schedule.
A: This is a common resistance of the women who have a deep call to this program, because it is ingrained in us by the world to put 'things to be done' first. And, if youβre feeling this, it means it is actually even *more* of a confirmation that this journey will be especially deeply serving for you. Your own Archetypal Apothetcary is calling to you because the powerful part of your soul wants you to see that you hold the power to create a whole new way of being in life. Will you choose to hear her?
Reach out if youβve any more questions that will help you chooseβ¦
If youβre still unsure whether βAurumβ can help you...
Oh my heart, if youβre still reading this far, Iβm honouring you for still being here; and I can sense you have some understandable fears or reservations arising. Believe me, I know itβs feeling like a risk for you to choose into a journey like this - and you may be thinking βwill this be worth it?β or βwhat if this is another thing that just doesnβt work?β or βcan I really do this?β - or βwhat will others think if I allow myself to choose this, and I powerfully create healing transformation?β I want you to know, these are all such normal fears, and theyβre so welcome in my space - and youβll come to learn to love yourself in these, if itβs aligned for you to join us.
Iβd love to know: if youβre still not sure, what is it you need to create from our journey together, in order for it to be worth choosing? Message me to let me know and we can explore if what you desire is possible in this group programβ¦
If youβve not already, Iβd recommend you see our vast number of testimonials from other women above, and I invite you to check out some of the above FAQβs, to help you see if your particular question is answered there.
Regarding my own experience, Iβve been guiding women in their healing journeys for a decade - and you donβt have to just take my word for it - our work with Archetypal Remedies has been featured in lots of press. Over the years, Iβve shared my voice as a leading specialist in both healing and mainstream press, including Soul and Spirit Magazine, Holistic Therapist Magazine, Kindred Spirit Magazine, Tiny Buddha blog, Yoga Magazine, Metro, Badass Womanβs hour radio, Natural Health Magazine, Oh Magazine, Wellbeing Magazine, True Health, Sivana East, MgGill Media and many others - and written educational pieces for holistic colleges, including leading homeopathic college the Centre for Homeopathic Education (CHE) in London and New York. Iβve also hosted events at leading holistic wellbeing festivals like Rest Fest, The Life Centre and More Yoga in London, sharing my keynote talks. Iβm fully insured as a professional, qualified healer, and am a specialist Consultant for global healing organisations and suppliers, including Base Formula, for whom I regularly write educational blogs.
If youβre just beginning here, we also intentionally offer a Starter Pack which contains lots of great free resources - including an Illumination Workbook and free Taster Healing Journey with Archetypal Rosa, as well as links to our press features, blogs, podcasts and free workshops around βhowβ the magical technology of the path works. Iβd recommend you begin here as it is intentionally designed to help you begin the journey yourself and get a taster to see if you like our work. Check it out below, along with a free taster experience of Aurum herselfβ¦
Watch the Replay of our βAurumβ Taster Event
Watch our βtaster experienceβ of Aurum below:
how to know if youβre ready to own your healing gifts - even if you doubt your power
Want a Taster? Begin with our Starter Pack, Illumination Workbook and Free Journey with Archetypal Rosa...
How to know if youβre ready to heal your soul & open to your healing gifts
- even if itβs terrifying
PS: To Recap...
To recap: in this journey, youβll open to healing with Archetypal Remedy, Aurum (Gold), which will lovingly guide you into your body for healing reclamation of your soft, Feminine power, so you can begin to heal your self-doubt and choose to open to your soulβs meaningful purpose. Itβs a tender step towards becoming a healer - for yourself or others (without having to obliterate your life and run away to the woods!). This journey is the result of over a decade of my experience as a healer, teacher and guide, and offers the path I *wish* Iβd had so that I didnβt spend all the time, energy and money I did; all carefully and magically curated to guide you along your journey in the most loving way possible. This is a popular group program, which I wonβt be running again for a while - and spaces are limited and expected to go quickly, so if youβre feeling the call, ensure you secure your space with us in circle.
Still Not Ready? Thatβs Okay...
I completely honour when itβs just not the aligned time for women to join - and itβs really important to me that women honour that for themselves, because we want you to join our programs and feel able to engage and get the most from them. Iβd recommend tuning into your heart beyond the fear, and weighing up the costs and benefits of joining, in order to choose consciously, and if it is still not aligned, then Iβd recommend listening to our Secret Witch Show podcast which is full of gems for you to travel yourself - you can check that out here (and join our Secret Witch Society on Facebook, to share with us too):
TERMS OF CONTRACT:
This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable.