I see you, Secret Witch - you’ve a deep sense you were born to live a more magical destiny as the healer you were born to be - yet you’re feeling terrified and want to heal yourself first. Being a magical healer feels a million miles away - you fear being judged as a ‘lunatic’, you doubt your gifts, you fear failure and are scared of obliterating your life if you open to this calling in your heart. And sometimes this fear has you question: “what if I’m not cut out for this?” whilst longing to be your unapologetically magical self.
You’re a sensitive woman who feels burned out by your chaotic, mundane life - which looks ‘successful’ on the outside, yet you feel stuck in a life of people-pleasing, feeling isolated, overwhelmed, resentful, anxious and low. Perhaps you’ve experienced some mysterious illness along the way that no doctor could solve - and you’ve tried to ‘fix’ yourself for so long, yet you’re not experiencing lasting healing - you fear you are broken...
Are you resonating?
Let me tell you the truth that FEW OTHER healerS HAVE been prepared to tell you...
It’s heartbreaking to me when magical women land here feeling this way, because I remember feeling this way myself, over a decade ago as I entered my own initiation into healing myself and becoming a healer for others.
Oh, how I feel your heart, sweetheart.
And after journeying with this myself and guiding many other women, too, I’m here to show you a new way. Let me explain my point of view for a moment… Because I don’t believe you are ‘broken’. I *know* you don’t need ‘fixing’. I know that even your fear isn’t a sign that you’re “not cut out” to be a healer (in actual fact, if you’re feeling this, it’s a sign you were born for this).
I believe that when we arrive to this ‘perfect moment’ (which likely doesn’t feel very ‘perfect’ at all), it’s really just a sign that there’s more healing to do - but it’s time to learn to heal our inner
‘SECRET WITCH’
- aka to reclaim the authentic, magical, powerful part of ourselves that has been shoved down, shamed, suppressed - and hidden.
And that the real remedy that will create lasting change is to learn to heal yourself - by understanding how to harness your own
‘INNER APOTHECARY’ OF ARCHETYPAL REMEDIES.
In other words, it’s time to stop all the ‘quick fixing’ (slow down on buying all the ‘shiny’ courses that are offering the false promises of ‘do it my way’ that haven’t created real change, and stop giving your power away to other healers), and learn the real magical art and science of ‘self-healing’.
You see, our ancestresses - ancient medicine women - didn’t go chasing ‘certificates’; they became healers by embodying their healing for themselves first - by living into their own ‘heroine’s journey’ and integrating the healing remedy they would pass on. As I always say, “our gifts are found in our wounds” - and this is extremely true for healers.
And just because you feel all the fear of being a healer doesn’t mean you’re not “cut out for" it - it just means there’s more healing to do (of yourself and your soul expression). It means you’re here for a journey of becoming a healer. Because it is that - a ‘becoming’ - and that requires us to learn to heal ourselves (and especially our wounded healer).
Don’t die without expressing your soul’s magic, beauty. I see your possibility to reclaim your ‘witchy’ self-healing magic so that you can live your destiny - whether that’s for healing yourself, or becoming a healing remedy for others. Either way, it’s the ‘witch’ who will be a remedy for you, as she is the Archetypal Remedy who initiates us into accessing our inner apothecary of remedies so that we can intuitively heal ourselves, discover our gifts, express our witch and live our destiny.
And you don’t have to journey this alone, sweetheart...
Soon, I’ll be opening the doors to our coven - to our new Secret Witch’s Apothecary membership - where you can journey, with guidance from me and with a sisterhood of like-minded souls, into your self-healing and magic.
Are you hearing the call of the Secret Witch and her inner Apothecary?
This is for you if...
🖤 you feel lost, and trapped in your busy, dull, grey, unfulfilling, small-feeling, linear life of fast-paced chaos and drama, and struggle to create space for your witch. You feel split between the two ‘opposing’ forces of ‘mundane’ and ‘magic’ and find it hard to juggle both; you’re constantly putting out fires - and you long to learn to create life differently; mundane life is depressing, and it’s time to manifest a magical life (and provide yourself some self-love)
🖤 you’re sensitive and ‘feel’ more than others; you’re an empath and you’re often easily overwhelmed by things like noises, lights, odours, touch, electricity, people, and ‘other worlds’. You have big emotions - and no matter how hard you try to suppress your feelings and be more ‘positive’, you explode in a meltdown of anxiety and panic, which you shame yourself for (or you implode, if you’ve learned that exploding is unacceptable)
🖤 you experience burn out, low energy and nervous exhaustion - your body whispers (or shouts) to you with ‘mysterious’ symptoms no one can explain (e.g. fatigue, auto-immunity, IBS, tension, pain, or numbness). You may suffer with ‘womb’ symptoms (e.g. menstrual pain, endometriosis, PCOS), and you’ve a sense there’s a hidden underlying pattern to heal (you’ve outsourced your healing to ‘quick fixes’ in the past and now you’d like to learn to powerfully heal yourself by connecting to your body more deeply)
🖤 you’re hyper-vigilant or anxious (you’ve a brilliant ‘fixer’ mind) and attempt to predict and control all future problems, trying to solve them from a ‘logical’ place OR you tend to numb and distract from your problems - with things like work, tv, food, alcohol, drugs, scrolling social media or other ‘quick fixes’ (and you’d like to learn how to slow down, relax, soften and flow better, embracing your ‘feminine’)
🖤 you run around people-pleasing at the expense of your energy, feeling helpless, emotional and, resentful, leaving very little time for yourself (saying Yes to all that you want to say No to) - or, if you ever do honour your own needs, you feel selfish, self-indulgent, shameful and guilty - because you fear the judgement of what people will think of you if you say ‘No’ so you can prioritise yourself and your magic
🖤 you know it’s your destiny to be a healer witch (maybe someone’s even told you that you have gifts), but you doubt yourself. You’ve a secret sense you’re here to manifest something more meaningful, magical, heart-led and purposeful - maybe you have a mysterious call to herbs, homeopathy and natural remedies, or you are drawn to reiki, or a deep connection with the moon, or feel synchronicities and premonitions, or channel ideas or secretly commune with spirits - but you constantly feel fear of being judged as a ‘lunatic’, or feel scared of failing and obliterating your life, or you feel like an ‘imposter’ as if you’re never ‘good enough’ to embrace your magic
🖤 you feel isolated - you long for like-minded witchy women to journey with (even if that terrifies you as you’ve always felt like the ‘outcast’ - that’s so welcome here, and you can engage as much as is aligned).
If this is you, maybe it’s time to:
Heal
yourself.
Disover
your gifts.
Express
your Witch.
Live
your
Destiny
as a healer.
your Witch.
Live
your
Destiny
as a healer.
your
Destiny
as a healer.
as a healer.
Imagine 12 months from now... Come on a journey with me...
Imagine 12 months from now. You’re creating more time and space to connect to your inner witch and your deeper, more meaningful destiny - at your soul’s slower pace, and in small doses. You’ve learned the fundamentals of witchy ‘self-healing’, and how to intuitively heal yourself with archetypal remedies. You’re granting yourself PERMISSION to be your witchy self - even to open to your gifts as a healer. You’re in regular ritual magic and practice, and loving being part of the witchy ‘party’!
You’re getting more and more clarity on your heart’s deeper vision and what magic you’re here to manifest, and you’re healing - you feel connected to your body and heart - and you’re beginning to trust the wisdom of your magic. You’re learning to welcome all the secretly ‘witchy’ aspects of you, tending your sensitive nervous system, and loving yourself (and your inner little girl) deeply enough to hear your emotions, and more fully embrace your magical way of being in the world.
You’re listening to and feeling more connected to your intuition and trusting the signs and synchronicities you’ve been experiencing. You’re trusting yourself to listen to your body, feeling more playful, alive, radiant, energised and ‘topped up’. You’re healing physically. You’re aware of the deeper underlying fears that have had you doubting yourself and stopping you from trusting your magic - and you’ve experience of the realness of ‘alchemy’ - so that you are able to love yourself in those old patterns - and begin to choose differently - into holding your magical vision and trusting yourself to flow with the mystery. You’ve gained a beautiful magical sisterhood and community around you, and you feel safe to express your magic with them. Perhaps you’re even beginning to share your magical worldview with your partner or family, and loving yourself in the messiness of that. You might even be leaning into opening to ‘admit’ you have magical gifts that you desire to step into, or trusting your gifts more deeply. You’ll most definitely be hearing the deeper calls of your magical soul, and opening to manifesting them.
If you’re further down the ‘healer’ path (which isn't a requirement, this is for any sensitive magical woman who longs to heal herself), you might begin to reveal more about your unique healing gifts, or be leaning into expressing yourself more ‘magically’ in your business - perhaps you’re showing up and embracing your ‘magic’ on podcasts, or sharing your message at events, or working more intimately with 1:1 clients, or sharing the magic that has been in your heart for ages on social media, with deep love. Either way, wherever you are in your journey, you have a much deeper sense of your own ‘inner magic’ - and you’re beginning to love and welcome this ‘witchy’ part of you that has been kept so secret - until now.
This is what the Secret Witch and her Apothecary of Archetypal Remedies helped me create - even though at one point it felt impossible to me, too.
If you’re resonating with this - perhaps you’re feeling ‘truthbumps’, or you’re nodding along like “yes, yes, this is me”, or perhaps you’re experiencing synchronicities calling you this way (hello witchy things showing up everywhere!) - then it’s likely your soul is calling you to the tender next steps of opening to rekindle your magic. Likewise, if you’re instead feeling deep resistance (especially to the idea of being a ‘Secret Witch’), then know this: soul often calls to us in less than desirable and glamorous ways, so this, too, is just as much a call as resonance is…
Is something stirring in your body, calling you deeper? If so, it might be an aligned next step to liberate your secret witch and activate your inner apothecary. Read on…
Your Journey in our ‘Secret Witch’s Apothecary’ Membership
One of the most potent forms of alchemy is found in the place Secret Witches can often dread (and simultaneously long for) most: in sisterhood. My point of view is that people are remedies for each other (grounded in the universal healing law of ‘similia similibus’ -aka that ‘like cures like’ - which means people LIKE us, or SIMILAR to us, are medicine). There’s so much healing created in an alchemical sacred circle space that I knew in my bones it was time to create a membership that feels like a safe space for women to come and gather round the virtual fire together, in alchemy (I’d also been asked for this by several women who have been in our previous group journeys who said “this please, but MORE!”).
And so, naturally, I’m creating an alchemical holding space for those Secret Witches who want to learn to create time and space for your witch and learn the real art of self-healing so you can embrace your gifts, and fully express your authentic, magical, powerful, WITCHY selves.
This is the membership to HEAL AND LIBERATE your Healer WITCH.
BECAUSE TRUE HEALING IS really ABOUT learning to FULLY EXPRESS OURSELVES and lovingly reclaim our whole-souledness.
The ‘Secret Witch’s Apothecary’ Membership offers the tender first steps in the journey of self-healing, discovery and expression, so that you can live your destiny. It is a sacred home for witches who want to learn to harness your inner apothecary to heal, get playful in your embodiment of the witch and become the woman you were born to be. It’s home for any witchy soul who wants to grant yourself PERMISSION to be your full, unaplogetically witchy self and manifest a more magical life!
And this *is* a membership, but it’s not your ‘average’ muggle membership - it offers SO much *more* than that.
Really, this is a tender, yet focused, space for you to create a habit of carving out time to journey towards your heart’s dream of becoming a healer, whilst also helping you integrate magic into every day life (rather than simply doing a healing course, and then forgetting about it). It’s a space of learning the fundamentals of magic and ritual and ceremony - a magical, witchy party! It’s a loving, nurturing space to help you slow down and tune inwards. A space to connect with like-minded soul-sisters for connection, empathy, cheerleading and encouragement to help you when you feel like giving up (if you want to). A loving holding space to receive witnessing, reflection and guidance from me that’s taken me over a decade to integrate (and a lot of wasted time, energy and almost £100,000 to learn), that helps you feel confident to trust yourself to take more soul aligned-actions. It’s all very well walking the path of becoming a healer by yourself, but it’s a whole other thing having guidance - you get to ask the questions you’re stuck with and have a real human supporting you to illuminate your own wisdom along the path (and see and love your shadows). It’s a space where you can learn from witnessing me as an embodied healer - learn how to be a healer by experiencing healing for yourself in our Witch Clinic (we have to heal ourselves first to become healers for others). It’s a space to receive real, honest and loving reflections from me and your sisters along your journey - and to practice providing them for yourself too. It’s a safe space where you will learn that *all* parts of you are welcome and you will cultivate an inner safety for your witchy soul expression . This membership is your playground to heal and liberate - a space for you to practice showing up as the true you, and serve your own remedy.
I know that it might feel daunting to you to open to joining a group, but I can promise you that there are ways to engage with this at your own soft edge (whether that’s sitting in the background and soaking in our healing rituals and learning from others until you feel comfortable to share, or full on showing up live to share your heart unapologetically).
Within a circle of women, we’ll journey together exploring and creating around these themes:
Self-healing (aka self-loving) with archetypal remedies
Soul discovery and self-illumination
Unapologetic witchy embodiment and expression
Universal laws and principles of real magical healing and manifestation
The unique ‘Archetypal Apothecary’ path guides you in transmissions of Archetypal Remedies that help you heal your witch, harness energy healing, enter self-illumination, journey with embodiment practices, tend your nervous system, lovingly heal your inner child, and enter magical initiation and practice like ritual and visioning - in your own home and in the wild.
We gather in circle 2 times a month, online via Zoom and in our community for archetypal remedy Healing Ceremony and transmissions, ‘Witch Clinic’ Sharing Circles, and for Q&A (which can be asked anonymously if desired) - and whatever else Nicole is guided to create and share in response to the group’s needs (co-creation is welcome). I’m creating a group container in this way to provide a much more accessible way to work with me than my 1:1 fees allow, and making it possible for anyone to join globally.
It’s a potent healing space, where you’ll be held lovingly - and, perhaps for the first time in your life you’ll begin to understand the phrase “all is welcome”. There’s no ‘sharing’ required from you in the live circles - though it will be invited if you desire to share - and there will also be a private community which is a beautiful and alchemical space for you to share as much as is aligned with your sisters along your journey.
You’ll Receive:
1 x 90 minute live Archetypal Remedy Healing Ceremony each month at New Moon (via Zoom) - for transmission of a healing archetypal remedy for the collective to journey with to help you heal and manifest magic - and live your destiny as a healer witch (each 2-3 months there will be a focus on a particular remedy journey for the collective)
1 x 90 minute Witch Clinic and Sharing Circle each month at Full Moon (via Zoom) - for integration support. Receive drop-in spot healing, reflection, support and guidance (if desired) on which remedy you need for self-healing, or around your journey of discovering your gifts and becoming a healer - and to share your voice and release what no longer serves you (this is great support for those with Soul Maps, though these aren’t required)
Ongoing invitations (enquiries, rituals and embodiment practices) to engage with at home and in the wild at your own pace
Monthly ‘Q+A’ thread to ask Nicole anything about healing and liberating your witch! Receive integration guidance and loving holding from Nicole for things that arise to be healed
Transmissions from Nicole to deepen the journey
Access to the Archetypal Apothecary Remedy Library - you’ll receive access to our library of previous Archetypal healing journeys, including Rosa, Aurum, She-Wolf and Luna (and others as we continue to add them)
Sisterhood - a global coven of magical sisters sharing the deep work - these go way deeper than your average ‘muggle’ group, and most of the integration happens in this space
Self-healing tools - downloadable guidance workbooks and videos to help you with tools to liberate your Secret Witch and open to your destiny as a healer
Feeling the Call to Join Us?
You’ll Become a Woman Who Is:
🌙 embracing self-healing - you’ll be learning how to heal yourself, reclaiming your self-healing power with your inner apothecary, rather than outsource your healing to others
🌙 creating time and space for your inner witch, and feeling more feminine, alive, juicy and passionate with a sense of purpose and a renewed inner ‘fire’ - more like the ‘you’ you once were
🌙 opening your heart to your true possibility, beginning to kindle your magical, creative, ‘manifestation’ power to create a more magical life as a healer
🌙 learning to tend your fear and love and welcome all parts of yourself (including your inner little girl), so you can be the powerful adult women you long to be - reclaiming your Feminine soft-power
🌙 releasing your ‘Secret Witch’ fears and beginning to discover your gifts and express yourself unapologetically - so you can open to living your destiny as a healer
🌙 beginning to reclaim your voice and express your truth, unapologetically - and reclaiming your authentic self
🌙 hearing your body’s wise calls and feeling more confident in your magic, trusting your your inner witchy, wise, intuitive messages to be your compass
In other words, you’ll have begun the tender healing journey into your body to open to trusting your self-healing gifts and taking aligned-action towards living your magical destiny as a healer witch.
This is a fit for you if you:
are a sensitive woman who wants to stop ‘fixing’ and lovingly open to your power and the possibility to heal yourself magically
are longing for an authentic, soul-paced journey to learn how to lovingly reclaim your inner magic (and you want to own your responsibility to do that)
will devote to watching the replay of live circles within 72 hours (recommended maximum) so you can keep at a soul-aligned pace with the journey
are ready to choose to create a small amount of time for yourself (recommended 1-2 hours a week) to devote to ongoing invitations (enquiries, practices and rituals) at your soul’s pace - even when that feels ‘inconvenient’
are willing to look in the mirror at sometimes difficult-to-see underlying patterns that arise to be seen around your magic, and receive full support - including powerful, loving reflections of truth that may at times feel uncomfortable
feel a call to a life of more powerful meaning and impact - perhaps as a healer, teacher or guide, even if that feels terrifying (though you may also not know this specifically - all sensitive souls are welcome)
are willing to honour the sacredness of the journey, by engaging (in whatever way feels aligned and comfortable to you)
This is not a fit for you if you:
want to keep outsourcing your power to ‘quick fixes’ - I won’t be healing you, because we can only heal ourselves
you don’t want to create a small amount of space for yourself each week to dive into the work in the invitations - enquiries, practices, rituals or attend live circles
you aren’t here look deeply in the mirror at your wounds or to learn to open through your fears, elevate beyond feeling at the mercy of a mundane life and lovingly tend your nervous system and inner little girl
have other priorities that are currently higher than your self-healing (please choose this wholeheartedly)
want to rush the journey of becoming a healer and want to keep trying healing and marketing ‘quick fixes’ which diminish your true power
aren’t female - this is for women only because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles specific to female bodies.
Commitment
Being in the Secret Witch’s Apothecary Membership opens a powerful portal - offering a tender next step in your initiation. It will lovingly reveal and begin to heal things you’ve not previously opened to look at. This Membership is only for you if you’ll take responsibility for your power, walk into the fire and submit to magical initiation, whilst being held in deep, soft, love. You will work live with one specific intention you’d like to transform - join with one in mind.
commitment required is 3 months, then monthly
Investment
Monthly Subscription.
Investment will be at 3 different levels, based on affordability, so that I can meet you where you are.
More details coming soon. Register interest to hear first when we open enrolment.
NOTE: This is going to be the space where I’ll be serving all future Archetypal Remedy journeys, so if you’ve been called to our Remedy journeys before, this is the place to be. The intake may be limited at each opening, so please do honour your call when we open, as I imagine this will be a popular offering (we’ve enrolled for other Archetypal Remedies before they’ve even been released). My 1:1 fees begin at £3333, so this is an incredible opportunity to begin to walk the path at a much lower investment - and it’s an ideal tender first step into the path (it will meet you at whatever depth of the journey you are at - whether beginner or more experienced).
Begin
Can you hear the magic of the Witch calling you, ancient one?
It’s your time to grant yourself permission to rekindle the magic your medicine woman was born for.
Will you honour that call, sweetheart?
Hear Tammy’s Experience of Walking the Path...
What Other Women Say About the Path...
Additional Words from Women About The Path...
“The one thing I would say I’ve taken away is that we all have this incredible power and magic within us. It's in you, it's in me, it's in all of us - and working with Nicole will open that door and unlock that and let it out for you to express in the world. And that's a gift that you'll give to the world - and it's why you're here: to use that beautiful power and magic. That's what you're *here* for. Let Nicole help you.” — Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client
“Working with Archetypal Luna was a game changer. At the beginning of the journey, my intention was to heal my fear of being seen as a lunatic. I was about a 1/10 on this and I felt shame around that too - the hiding of my truth and my desired expression. Wow, I actually healed this fear magnificently during this journey! I feel like I’m an 8/10, and although a fear immediately comes up that I should wind that back, I will own that I feel I am at an 8 in expressing my truth, my soul and my magic. I created a new instagram page and I’ve been sharing myself there - personal thoughts, alchemy, wild wanders, desires. I’ve been finding likeminded people, adding them and freely sharing and resharing content that’s aligned - it’s so freeing. I’ve also shared more with my husband and I created an intention with my parents and brother to go back to the land I was born on this summer, to camp, hike, explore, listen and feel. I’ve shared more with my friends, I’ve sat in healing, grounding and feeling more often - which feels so good. Slowing down, finding my feminine rhythm. I’ve connected with Luna as a new guide - I love her magic, her darkness, and her glow. I’ve deepened my relationship with my womb and my moon cycles. I’ve begun to create new female friendships, finding spaces to express myself in my local area. Sisterhood and community building for myself and my children is really important to me. I am feeling drawn to connect with plants, plant medicine, and animals as kin. I feel alive, grounded and expressed, happy and grateful. Thank you Luna, thank you sisters, and thank you Nicole for holding all of this through this journey. It’s been pure magic!” — Colleen, Luna participant
"Participating in this program has been a phenomenal experience that is truly inspirational. Knowing now that I am so much more powerful than I think I am and my life can truly be what I want it to be is exhilarating! Going forward after this program, my life will never be the same; my eyes have been opened to so much possibility within myself. I now embrace the magic within me and all around me!" — TA, crucible participant
“The journey is very safe and very Feminine, based in Feminine energy. And so soft but with that strength of being held - it allows for that transformation and magic to arise.” — crucible participant
“Working with Nicole has been nothing short of magical. The way she can hold a group with such love, warmth and care. Her true unconditional love is so very healing. Her gentle, gorgeous way, so knowledgeable, so wise, so humble and so deeply gifted.” — Deborah Binun, Rosa participant
“Wild expression is just being who I am, but feeling safe with that. Because through my old stories, I felt very unsafe with being wild. My experiences of living with my wild parents, it made me feel like I had to barrier myself against wildness and against magic - and I've learned that I’m safe to be wild, safe to be magic. Safe to express it.” — Victoria Brown, 1:1 client
“To anyone considering hiring Nicole, if you're sitting in front of her and you're having this conversation with her, it's probably a Yes already because you wouldn't be there if it wasn't. You'll absolutely have the most magical journey and you'll get way more than you ever thought possible. You'll get to know yourself better, you'll get to know your gifts better, you'll be expressing them in the world, you'll have much more clarity on your vision, you will have help with everything that you're going through - whatever you bring to each session with Nicole, Nicole is there, holding the space. And so she's magical, she's powerful, she's gentle, she's a friend and you'll just absolutely love the journey. There's absolutely no regrets that I've had. I did two journeys with Nicole - and probably will do more in the future. So, feel into your heart and your heart will know the answer. It'll be magic. ” — Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client
“I have illuminated layers of wounding and old stories. I came to a new and higher level of loving myself which feels amazing, powerful magical and so healing.” — Marion, Aurum participant
“If you’re considering this, don’t let the fear of the “witch” + “magic” put you off - these are parts of yourself that you don’t know yet - parts that can bring wonderful insights and healing.” — crucible participant
“This journey has been so illuminating. I've been able to start to more consistently honor my intuition, that inner voice that often speaks to me, which I sometimes hear and sometimes shy away from (for fears of what it might mean to answer it). I've begun to see myself in my authentic expression and welcome it, and feel empowered in that and believe my inner knowing. And be seen by other like-minded, powerful gifted women. This feels so deeply satisfying. I’ve awoken… to that inner voice. It has been a truly magical experience, and I am so grateful to Nicole for pouring her heart into this work, and for being such an available and present guide. She is such a gift!! She actually responds to everything we share individually, and offers such meaningful reflections. She can help you look behind blocks and go into spaces you may have wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe, or even illuminate things that have been completely outside your current view. And to all of my sisters that journeyed with Aurum with me, thank you for being willing to be so authentic and go into all of the places!! It made such a difference. I love you all.” — Colleen, Aurum participant
"It was life-changing for me to choose into this work - and it continues to be. Nicole opened my eyes to the profound magic of daily practice. The group showed me what it can be like when sisters come together to be vulnerable and loving, and that intimacy can exist without being shamed or chastised. I’ve learned to see “yucky” or “undesirable” parts of me as fragmented parts of me, shadows that can be loved back into wholeness. I have stepped into my magical power because of the love and wild remedies you so lovingly dosed. I am so, so grateful. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.” — ES, crucible participant
“Our Archetypal Luna journey has just been wonderful - some difficult moments and deep work, but I've really felt how powerful it’s been. The magic of it has brought a lot of light and joy too, which I've absolutely loved. The support and holding you give makes this all possible, and the triggering too! It was really during Luna that I started seeing things you were triggering in me as wounds to be released, and also as possibilities, which has been opening and allowing something to shift in me. I feel so much more open to magic which was my intention (not all the time! Still and always will be a work in progress!!) but I've really seen so many synchronicities and moments of magic. And more than that, I've *felt* them, and felt the difference that looking at my wounds and tending can make. In all honesty, I wasn't sure I would feel much difference, but Luna definitely felt potent from the start, and I engaged with all the invitations in ways I hadn't with any other journey. My sacred vision definitely is to open more and more and live more in this magic and in the fullest version of myself. I’m more aware of when Im creating from shadow now, which is something I will definitely be carrying forward! Even today, I felt ‘out of sorts’ and while asking myself what was coming up and what my little girl needed, I happened to look up and was walking past a shop called Luna. Its been a magical journey and I will carry this work forward, although I’m already missing our sisterhood! Thank you so much wonderful sisters for your support, love, insights and your healing presences.” — KM, Luna participant
“I haven’t worked for the last 6 years as I’ve been a stay at home Mum, so I didn’t think it would even be possible for me to invest this time and money in myself to create a soul-led life and business (especially with having a 5 year old and 3 month old baby when I started!), but if your soul is calling you to this path and you choose it, there are magical ways of creating the time and money you need to invest in it.” — Olivia Roff, 1:1 client
“I am so incredibly grateful for the magic of this journey. Difficult (like you said - more difficult than I expected) but so miraculous. There’s no going back! Thank you so much Nicole.” — AR, crucible participant
“Nicole is like a loving fast forward button to deep healing” — crucible participant
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Is your magical soul feeling the call?
FAQ’s
Q: I can’t make the live sessions, can I still join?
A: The live sessions will be recorded and replays will be shared. There are both ‘transmission/teaching circles’ and ‘sharing' circles’ (sharing opportunities will be provided, though they are optional), and whilst there’s the invitation to join us live, it is optional and so much can be gained from absorbing the energy healing in the replays. We do ask that you try and co-create a way to join us for ceremony as it’s nice to gather everyone together and be connected, but it’s not a requirement if it’s a real challenge. We also space the live sessions across different time zones, so that people can join live at some point.
Q: I’m not sure if I want to be a ‘healer, teacher or guide’ - I feel a call to healing myself, but the idea of becoming a ‘healer’ terrifies me, and I’m not sure - is it for me?
A: Yes, this is absolutely for you - the Secret Witch Apothecary Membership is mostly about healing ourselves firstly - it’s a membership of learning the universal laws, principles, art and science of magical ‘self-healing’ (because healing ourselves - and our inner witch - comes first). Plus, most women called to being a healer will feel a lot of fear when they first hear the call to a deeper purpose with their unique, magical gifts, so it’s completely normal that this feels terrifying, and that you’re uncertain if that’s really your calling. This journey is for sensitive souls to heal themselves and their inner healer ‘witch’ wounds - and so when I use the word ‘healer’ I am also referring to women who want to learn how to become their own healer, as well as healing others. My invitation is to come with an open heart and see what’s revealed as you journey - this is a journey of learning to soften and tend fear, and open to what your heart actually desires, so it’s perfect for where you are, and can be navigated at your soul’s own pace.
Q: I’ve heard you talking about the ‘Secret Witch’ and I’ve real resistance to the idea of “being a “witch” - does this mean it isn’t for me?
A: It is so common for my women to have resistance to the idea of being a ‘Secret Witch’ because she’s a mirror for the parts of ourselves we fear - the way we work with these powerful Archetypal Remedies is that they activate hidden parts of our soul or psyche that we have kept hidden for so long, including aspects of the witch like the ‘Creatrix’ (the powerful manifestor) and ‘Medicine Woman’ (the healer). When we resonate with stories that activate us - like the ‘Secret Witch’ - this can can create some resistance or triggering, because usually these parts of us want to stay hidden for the very reason that it keeps us safe to hide who we are. So, if you have resistance, it’s actually more likely that this is the exact healing you need to create your more meaningful life. Will you trust that?
Q: I am not sure I trust magic - I’m more logical and prefer scientific explanations for things, but I am still feeling drawn to this, but I’ve a preference for knowing “how” - is this for me?
A: This is perhaps one of the biggest paradoxes that many sensitive women hold; their simultaneous love for and hate of magic. There’s often a deep mistrust and rejection of magic in women who are here with magical gifts, whilst also being drawn to it, time and time again - I’ve been there, and know it well. Sensitive women will commonly completely deny their magic by going into more logical things and trying to ‘rationalise’ it, or explain it with science - and it’s all, ultimately, a way of innocently bypassing their unique gifts. The fact that you’re in this paradox suggests that you are a healing one - because usually there is some deep resistance when women are truly magical - and so it’s likely actually the very journey you need (because this membership especially helps us heal this fear). Will you trust your desire to lead?
Q: I’m a complete beginner to magic and I don’t know anything about the Archetypal Remedies or how they work - do I need to?
A: This journey is aimed at those taking the very tender first steps into the Archetypal Apothecary path, which means there are no prerequisites to know anything about magic - or the Archetypal Remedies - at all. There will likely be many women who know nothing about magical healing, but just feel a deep call from their soul to be with us, so you are completely welcome. This will be your first magical initiation. However, if you would like to geek out on the art and science and learn more, you can check out this event we hosted here, which dives into the “What, Why and How of Archetypal Remedies.”
Q: I’m an experienced healer - I’ve already explored so many healing modalities - including homeopathy, or aromatherapy - but I’m still struggling to create a business in the world; how is this different to other healing, and is it for me?
A: Whilst some of my women are beginners to healing, it’s also really common that my women have journeyed with #allthehealing before arriving at my door, so this is a really powerful question. If you have deep experience of magic, this is still for you - Archetypal remedies will activate you in deeper levels of your healing, meeting you where you are. The Archetypal Apothecary path offers a totally unique Soul Map for women to heal, discover and express their gifts, and in this way, remedies aren’t just another modality or ‘thing to do’ - they offer a unique philosophy that guides women into deeper healing of the fears that are stopping them from expressing their gifts into the world. Our path initiates women into soul - aka the true ‘science and art’ of deep healing - and it is likely that this will be the deepest work of your life yet. It is work that helps you to make conscious all that has previously been unconscious, which is rare in the ‘quick fix’ healing world (and why this path has been intentionally designed). Many of my women have explored other modalities and found them unhelpful in isolation (it’s not an either/or - it’s both) - because they lack the deep healing homeopathic, archetypal and energetic healing work that is integrated in this path to heal all of the trauma layers in the way of you being a healer in the world. And that’s really the key to why my women haven’t yet become healers and birthed their business. This deep healing of your ‘witch wound’ will help you to begin this journey into actualising your soul purpose.
Q: My nervous system is already activated enough with fear - I’m not sure I’m ready for being triggered. And yet, I’m really called to this - is it for me?
A: This circle is intentionally designed to guide sensitive women through the most loving of healing - one of the most important principles of this path is love. You will be led by Nicole into learning to tend lovingly to your wounds, until you know deeply in your bones that all of you is welcome. The whole point of this is that your nervous system will learn that someone with power (aka you) has shown up with the loving tending it longs for. Nicole believes that medicine is best served with the deepest of love, so that it can be deep-acting - and she sees that high-potency healing requires high-potency love.
Q: Is this circle only for women?
Yes, this circle is for women only, because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles that are specific to female bodies.
Q: I love the feel of this program and am really called to it - but I’m used to a more spiritual path which says we don’t need to “do” anything - there seems to be a lot of ritual work or practices here. Is that a requirement?
A: Often my clients come from a spiritual ascension path, before they arrive here at the descent to soul. I myself have walked a spiritual path in my work with the Three Principles, or Law of Attraction, and it was very helpful; yet we are here to co-create with soul. This means we are here to create magic here on earth, in our bodies - as that’s really the only place magic can be fully experienced. Our work in this path is that of embodiment - and magical practice and ritual is a hugely important part of that. Will you trust your soul to be leading you where you need to go?
Q: I’ve done a lot of spiritual work that tells us we don’t need “healing” because it’s all ‘just thought’ - is this for me?
A: I hear you on this one - that was my path too, and it’s many women who journey with me have been here (many of them exploring spiritual ascension). It’s not really an either/or - it’s actually both - we co-create as spirit in a body, and this descent back to the body is really the next breadcrumb. Healing is really another word for ‘expansion’ - yet it can be misinterpreted for us needing ‘fixing’ (which we don’t). If we are rejecting ‘healing,’ we ignore the wounds held in our bodies and that leaves them creating unconsciously for us and stealing our focus, without us knowing. To truly create what we desire, we need to come back into our bodies and face these unconscious wounds and love them so that our focus can fully be towards love, spirit and truth. Ultimately, love is the healer, and as we learn to love the parts of ourselves that we have shamed, they no longer steal our focus, and we come back to wholeness and can harness our focus toward what we truly desire. These two podcast episodes will be serving for you - Episode 28 - Do We Need Healing with Dominic Scaffidi + Episode 20 - How to Harness your Focus to Create Intentional Magic with William Whitecloud.
Q: I’m really called to this path but it feels really “unknown” and I’m a bit nervous to go there. How can I get over the fear of joining?
A: This is again such a common and welcome fear along this journey. The path of soul is not easy - and it is not for everyone - but you’ll know if it is calling you because you’ll begin to be activated in ways you’ve not felt before - and you may also begin to notice synchronicities calling to you. The only way to really overcome this is to offer yourself as much love as possible to the parts of you that want to ‘know’ the way. If you are intuitively sensing it is for you, then it likely is for you - and it will keep calling you until you answer. Can you offer yourself the love you need to choose it anyway? I promise we will go gently, and all of you will be welcome.
Q: I don’t even know if magic or power are available to me- I doubt my gifts - what if I’m the one person that it’s not possible for?
A: I think this is the question that pretty much all of my women feel applies to them; and this fear is so welcome. And still, I’ve never met a woman drawn to working with the Archetypal Apothecary who isn’t magical and powerful (even though she likely doesn’t feel it). Usually there is simply some deeper fear about magical capability and worthiness that is in the way of you seeing your gifts. Paradoxically, this is the very work that Archetypal Apothecary healing modality guides you into seeing. The greatest paradox in the path of soul is that the wisdom we gain within the journey helps us to see the truth we feel we need to choose it; so the deeper invitation is to allow yourself to be courageous and choose to trust your heart to lead - this is the deep work here. The only ticket required to enter the gateway to this journey is hope for your possibility.
Q: Is sharing required in this program? I’m nervous to share in front of other people.
A: Firstly, I’m loving you in this - I’ve been there, and I can almost guarantee that every woman joining this program will feel this fear of being seen and sharing. Secret Witches often feel deep fear of being seen and long to hide (hence being ‘secret’), so our Membership is intentionally designed to ease you into our sisterhood gently (I’ll speak to making yourself comfortable around ‘sharing’ in our ‘welcome’ guide). You will always have a choice what you join, and how you interact with our group. For those who want to lean into liberating your voice, there are options to share in some of the live circle elements (Witch Clinic) - and some of the live circles are purely teaching spaces (Archetypal Healing Ceremonies). There is a beautiful group for the sisterhood to connect deeper, where you can share as much of your heart as you long to and as feels aligned - this is your journey and you choose how deeply you go and how much you offer of yourself. It’s likely you’ll get more from it if you do choose to share - and I always invite women to meet your soft-edge with that, whatever that is (including if that’s not sharing anything). There is also a Q+A which has options to ask questions anonymously.
Q: I'm drawn to this but life is really busy and don't know how I'll fit it in to my schedule.
A: I so feel you - this is such a common resistance of women who have a deep call to this Membership, because it is ingrained in us by the world to put 'things to be done' first, and that we are ‘self-indulgent’ if we choose healing or magic. If you’re feeling this, it means it is actually even *more* of a confirmation that this space will be especially deeply serving for you - because our Membership is curated to help you begin to slow down and carve out much-needed bite-size time and space for your witch (something many women struggle with, in our busy, mundane world). Slowly, slowly, softly, softly is the way - and Archetypal Remedies can help you attune to that way of being, amidst the chaos of the mundane world. Your inner Witch and her Archetypal Apothecary is likely calling to you because the powerful part of your soul wants you to grant yourself permission to create a slower, softer, more magical new way of being in life. Will you choose to hear her?
Q: If I join this and don’t like it, can I leave?
A: Of course! This is a monthly membership which has been intentionally designed to be a flexible and affordable way to walk the Archetypal Apothecary path and liberate your Secret Witch. The initial subscription is a minimum of 3 months so that you can get a full experience, and after that it is a monthly subscription, requiring one month’s written notice to exit.
Reach out if you’ve any more questions that will help you choose…
If you’re still unsure whether ‘Secret Witch Apothecary’ Membership can help you...
Oh my heart, if you’re still reading this far, I’m honouring you for still being here; and I can sense you have some understandable fears or reservations arising. Believe me, I know it’s feeling like a risk for you to choose into a journey like this - and you may be thinking “will this be worth it?” or “what if this is another thing that just doesn’t work?” or “can I really do this?” - or “what will others think if I allow myself to choose this, and I powerfully create magical healing transformation?” I want you to know, these are all such normal fears, and they’re so welcome in my space - and you’ll come to learn to love yourself in these, if it’s aligned for you to join us.
I’d love to know: if you’re still not sure, what is it you need to create from our journey together, in order for it to be worth choosing? Message me to let me know and we can explore if what you desire is possible in this group program…
If you’ve not already, I’d recommend you see our vast number of testimonials from other women above, and I invite you to check out some of the above FAQ’s, to help you see if your particular question is answered there.
Regarding my own experience, I’ve been guiding women in their healing journeys for a decade - and you don’t have to just take my word for it - our work with Archetypal Remedies has been featured in lots of press. Over the years, I’ve shared my voice as a leading specialist in both healing and mainstream press, including Kindred Spirit Magazine (nominated for their awards!), Witches Magazine, Soul and Spirit Magazine, Holistic Therapist Magazine, Tiny Buddha blog, Yoga Magazine, Metro, Badass Woman’s hour radio, Natural Health Magazine, Oh Magazine, Wellbeing Magazine, True Health, Sivana East, MgGill Media and many others - and written educational pieces for holistic colleges, including leading homeopathic college the Centre for Homeopathic Education (CHE) in London and New York. I’ve also hosted or been invited to hold space at events and leading holistic wellbeing festivals like Fire + Alchemy, Mind Body Spirit, Rest Fest, The Life Centre and More Yoga in London, sharing my healing ceremonies, or keynote talks. I’m fully insured as a professional, qualified healer, and am a specialist Consultant for global healing organisations and suppliers, including Base Formula, for whom I regularly write educational blogs.
If you’re just beginning here, we also intentionally offer a Starter Pack which contains lots of great free resources - including an Illumination Workbook and free Taster Healing Journey with Archetypal Rosa, as well as links to our press features, blogs, Secret Witch Show podcasts (which are full of magic) and free workshops around ‘how’ the magical technology of the path works. I’d recommend you begin here as it is intentionally designed to help you begin the journey yourself and get a taster to see if you like our work. Check it out below…
Want a Taster? Begin with our Starter Pack, Illumination Workbook and Free Journey with Archetypal Rosa...
How to know if you’re ready to heal your soul & open to your healing gifts
- even if it’s terrifying
PS: To Recap...
To recap: in this membership, you’ll be tenderly opening to your self-healing power and magic with Archetypal Remedies. It’s a space that will help you to heal yourself, discover your gifts, and learn to express your magic - opening to living your destiny as a healer. It’s a vital step towards becoming a healer - for yourself or others - and will act as an anchor point, inviting you to slow down, carve out space and time for your inner witch and manifesting more magic in your everyday life. This membership safe space is the result of over a decade of my experience as a healer, teacher and guide, and offers the path I *wish* I’d had so that I didn’t spend all the time, energy and money I did; all carefully and magically curated to guide you along your journey in the most loving way possible. This is likely to be a popular monthly membership, and may be limited numbers for each enrolment opening, so if you’re feeling the calling to kindle your magic, ensure you register to hear more so you can secure your space with us in circle when enrolment opens.
Still Not Ready? That’s Okay...
I completely honour when it’s just not the aligned time for women to join - and it’s really important to me that women honour that for themselves, because we want you to join our programs and feel able to engage and get the most from them. I’d recommend tuning into your heart - beyond the fear - and weighing up the costs and benefits of joining, in order to choose consciously, and if it is still not aligned, then I’d recommend listening to our Secret Witch Show podcast which is full of gems for you to travel yourself - you can check that out here (and join our Secret Witch Society on Facebook, to share with us too):
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This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable.