Secret Witch's Apothecary Membership — Nicole Barton

‘Secret Witch’s Apothecary’

- /ˈsiːkrɪt/ /wɪtʃ/ /əˈpɒθɪk(ə)ri - noun

“a sacred portal for the woman who feels ancient healing magic in her bones - yet trembles at the threshold.”

[TL;DR click here for the ‘short’ read]

I see you, Secret Witch...

You’ve always felt ‘different’ - magic in your heart, yet hesitant to embrace it fully. You sense you were born for something more, something deeper - perhaps to live a magical destiny as a healer - but that feels a million miles away and you sense there’s personal healing to do first. Fear whispers doubts: ‘What if they judge me? What if I fail? What if embracing my truth obliterates everything?’ The thought of stepping into your healing power calls to you, yet terrifies you - as if one wrong move could obliterate your world. Caught between longing and fear, you wonder:

‘What if I’m not cut out for this?’  

On the outside, life looks ‘fine’ - successful, familiar, busy. But inside? You’re exhausted. Burnt out from a life that takes too much and gives too little. Stuck in people-pleasing, weighed down by resentment, overwhelm and quiet numbness. Maybe your body is speaking - through mysterious symptoms no doctor can explain, or exhaustion no rest can heal. You’ve spent years trying to ‘fix’ your ‘broken’ self - feeling both ‘too much’ and ‘not enough’ - only to find that nothing lasts. And yet… deep down, you know. There is a path, a truth, a sacred ancient feminine remembering waiting for you - a life where healing isn’t about ‘quick fixing’ but about finally welcoming home the lost parts of yourself that you’ve felt ‘missing’ in this half-life....

Are you resonating?

Here’s My Point of View...

You are not broken. You don’t need fixing.

And your fear? It’s not a sign you’re ‘not meant’ for this path - it’s actually proof that you are (you wouldn’t feel the natural fear otherwise).

I remember feeling this way myself over a decade ago, stepping into my own healing path. And here’s what I discovered:

That fear? It’s the whisper of our Secret Witch - the unapologetically magical, powerful and authentic part of ourselves that has been silenced, shamed and suppressed for too long.

And she’s calling you into initiation - to heal yourself and become your remedy for others.

Will you answer?

Soon, I’ll be opening the doors to our coven - to our new Secret Witch’s Apothecary membership - where you can journey, with guidance from me and with a sisterhood of like-minded souls, into your self-healing and magic.

Are you hearing the call?

 

This is for you if...

🖤 You feel lost and trapped in a busy, unfulfilling, small-feeling life, struggling to create space for your magical witch. You feel torn between the ‘mundane’ and the ‘magical’, constantly putting out fires, and you’re longing to manifest a life that feels truly aligned and authentic

🖤 You experience burnout, exhaustion, or mysterious health symptoms - your body whispers (or shouts) through things like chronic fatigue, autoimmunity, IBS, pain, womb and menstrual imbalances (like endometriosis or PCOS). You sense there’s an underlying pattern to heal and are ready to stop outsourcing your healing, learning instead to connect with your body’s wisdom

🖤 You’re deeply sensitive and easily overwhelmed - you *feel* more than others, whether emotions, energy, or physical senses - you might be overwhelmed by noise, lights, odours, touch, electricity or people (or have an attunement to ‘other worlds’). You suppress your feelings to ‘be positive,’ or, they might inevitably explode in emotional melt-downs, panic or anxiety, leaving you feeling ashamed or numb

🖤 You live in hyper-vigilance or distraction, either anxiously anticipating problems or numbing and distracting yourself with work, TV, food, alcohol, drugs (e.g. anti-depressants), social scrolling, or other ‘quick fixes.’ You long to slow down, soften, and embrace your feminine flow

🖤 You struggle with people-pleasing and guilt, saying ‘yes’ when you want to say ‘NO,’ putting others first at the expense of your own energy. When you do honour yourself, you feel selfish or fear judgment, making it hard to prioritise your magic

🖤 You sense you’re meant to be a healer-witch but doubt yourself. You feel a mysterious call to all ‘witchy woo’ - including herbs, the moon, reiki, manifestation, homeopathy, synchronicities, channelling or spirit communion work - yet fear being judged a ‘lunatic’, fear failing, or feeling like an imposter

🖤 You feel alone and long for a like-minded sisterhood - a space where your witchiness is fully seen and celebrated (even if being part of a community feels terrifying because you’ve often felt the ‘outcast’).

If this is you, maybe it’s time to:

 

Heal

yourself.

  Disover

your gifts.

 Express

your Witch.

  Live

your

  Destiny

as a healer.

 

‘Becoming’ a Healer Starts with Healing Ourselves...

Over a decade ago, I had burned out so completely I could barely walk - totally disconnected from the magic within me. I had pushed myself to the edge, ignoring my body’s pleas and my soul’s calls, as I tried to ‘fix’ myself. Amidst my exhaustion, I heard the call of my Secret Witch. She led me to an inner apothecary of archetypal remedies that guided me back to my full soul expression - not physical remedies, but energy medicines, standing on the ancient legs of 3 wisdom bodies of homeopathy, archetypes, and energy healing.

Each remedy became a mirror, reflecting lost parts of me - 🌹 Rosa (self-love), 🌙 Luna (magic), 🐺 She-Wolf (authentic truth), ✨ Aurum (power). They didn’t ‘fix’ me; they helped me remember who I had always been - a magical, powerful healer-witch.  They gave me the chance to ‘decide again’ who I was.

To *love* myself back to wholeness.

You see, true healing isn’t about ‘quick fixes’, it’s an ancient remembering - and slow loving-back-home - of lost parts of ourselves. The Secret Witch is the gatekeeper to this remembering, calling us to reclaim our self-healing magic and open our hearts to our destiny - whether that’s healing ourselves or stepping into our power as healers.

The two are not ‘separate’ journeys.  You see, ancient medicine women didn’t learn how to be healers by seeking ‘certificates’ - they embodied their own healing so they could pass it on. 

I believe people are remedies - rooted in the universal healing law: ‘similia similibus’ (‘like cures like’). This means those ‘like us’ are medicine for us (and likewise, we can be remedies for those ‘like’ us).

This is why my worldview is that the healer’s journey begins with our personal healing first; only by embodying our own remedy can we begin to offer it to the world.

Because becoming a healer is just that: a *becoming*. 

And we don’t have to do it alone.  

In fact, we can’t. ‘People are remedies’ is why sisterhood is one of the most powerful forms of alchemy - and it’s both longed for and feared by Secret Witches. Transformation happens in sacred circles of like-minded souls. After witnessing the magic of this in past group journeys (and hearing ‘This, please, but MORE!’), I knew it was time to create a space where Secret Witches could gather, heal themselves, and reclaim their gifts…

And so it is…

 
 

Welcome to The Secret Witch’s Apothecary Membership

This is not just another muggle ‘course.’ Not another thing to add to your busy ‘to-do’ list.

This is a tender initiation. A sacred home where healing unfolds softly - at your soul’s pace. Where you awaken to the inner apothecary you’ve always carried within - and integrate healing into everyday life, as you ‘live into’ your magic.

A place to harness your power, heal yourself, and finally grant yourself permission to be your full, unapologetically witchy self, and manifest a more magical life - on your terms.

 
 

What You’ll Receive:

Each month, we gather twice (on Thursdays - see FAQ’s below for times), in live ceremony and circle, within our private and fully confidential online community space to receive healing, guidance, and support. You’ll have access to:

🌙 New Moon Healing Ceremony - a live monthly ceremony where you’ll be served with an archetypal remedy transmission - to deepen your healing journey

⭕ Full Moon Witch’s Clinic - a live monthly circle space to share (if you desire) what’s coming up for you, receive reflection, witnessing, spot-healing and guidance from Nicole around working with remedies 

🔥 Ongoing Invitations - simple but powerful self-healing tools, including enquiries and journal prompts, rituals and embodiment practices to help you carve out space for your witch and integrate self-healing and magic into your daily life - at your pace.

🌿 Access to the Archetypal Remedy Library - a library full of our self-guided archetypal remedy journeys - including Rosa, Aurum, She-Wolf, Luna - and more as the library expands

🕯 Monthly Q&A Thread - a chance to ask Nicole anything about healing, magic, working with your archetypal apothecary, or becoming a healer (can be anonymous if preferred)

🧙‍♀️ Sisterhood - be part of a loving, global coven of likeminded souls - it’s the perfect playground to practice expressing your magic in a safe way and stay focused on your vision

This membership is designed to be accessible worldwide, providing a more affordable way to work with me than 1:1 sessions allow. It’s a nurturing, slow, soft yet potent healing space where you will be held lovingly and perhaps, for the first time in your life, feel safe to express and truly understand the phrase ‘all is welcome.’

Are you ready to step inside and awaken your inner healer?

 

Feeling the Call to Join Us?

 

Imagine 12 months from now...

The Woman You’ll Become

Imagine yourself in 12 months. You’ve slowed down, carving space to reconnect with your inner witch. You're granting yourself permission to be your unapologetically ‘witchy’ self - like a medicine woman dancing barefoot under the full moon, drumming softly, you are calling your magic home. You are embracing your destiny at your soul’s pace - integrating self-love, intuition, and the quiet knowing that you are meant for more.

You’ve learned to trust yourself. You’re learning to welcome all the secretly ‘witchy’ aspects of you, tending your sensitive nervous system, and loving yourself (and your inner little girl) deeply enough to hear your authentic self and fully embrace your magical way of being in the world. Perhaps you are crafting healing tinctures by candlelight, whispering incantations into oils that nourish and transform. You are stepping into ritual, listening to the signs, and feeling guided by dreams and synchronicities too precise to ignore. I still remember when I first spoke the words, ‘I am a witch’ - and my house caught fire. All was okay - it was simply a cosmic confirmation, terrifying yet undeniable, that magic was real and my path was waiting for me.

Your connection to your body deepens, your heart opens, and your magic begins to feel tangible. You’re trusting yourself more - starting to feel playful, alive, and radiant. As you reveal layers of emotional blocks (remedy states) holding you captive, you feel your healing physically - you’re softening into the mystery, no longer letting fear stop you from dreaming about your possibility and opening to manifest your bigger vision. You are held in a magical sisterhood, witnessing and being witnessed, finally feeling safe to express what once felt impossible.  You may even feel safe enough to begin courageously sharing your magical healing worldview with your partner or family and friends, loving yourself through the messiness of that journey. Perhaps you’re beginning to embrace your gifts more fully, allowing yourself to step into the magic you’ve always known was within you. Whether you are quietly rekindling your magic or boldly claiming your path, you are answering the deep call of your soul.

If you’re further down the ‘healer’ path (which isn't a requirement, this is for any sensitive woman who longs to heal herself), you might begin to reveal more about your healing gifts, or be leaning into sharing your voice more ‘magically’ in your business - perhaps you’re showing up and embracing your ‘magic’ on podcasts, or sharing your message at events, or working more intimately with 1:1 clients, or sharing the magic that has been in your heart for a lifetime on social media, with deep love.  Either way, wherever you are in your journey, you have a much deeper sense of your own ‘inner magic’ - and you’re beginning to love and welcome this ‘witchy’ part of you that has been kept so secret - until now.

In other words, you’ll have begun the tender healing journey into your body to open to trusting your self-healing gifts and taking aligned-action towards living your magical destiny as a healer witch.

Pause and Tune In...

This is what the Secret Witch and her Apothecary of Archetypal Remedies has helped me, and many other women, create - even when it felt impossible.  If you feel the pull - truthbumps, synchronicities (hello witchy things showing up everywhere!), nodding along like ‘Yes, yes, this is me!’ - perhaps it’s time to join us in our membership.

I invite you to slow down and tune in - pause, breathe, close your eyes - and feel into your body. What is stirring within you as you read this? Jot down a word, a symbol, or a sensation that arises - this is your soul speaking, guiding you to your tender next steps.

Likewise, if you’re feeling resistance (especially to the idea of being a ‘Secret Witch’), know this: soul often calls to us in less than desirable and glamorous ways, so this, too, can be just as much a call as resonance is… 

Is something stirring, calling you deeper?

 

This is a fit for you if you:

✨ Are a sensitive woman ready to step into your healing power, instead of ‘fixing’ yourself.  

✨ Long for a sacred, soul-paced journey to reclaim your inner magic and take responsibility in the process.  

✨ Will commit to watching replays within 1 week to stay aligned with the live journeys.  

✨ Are willing to create 1-2 hours a week to engage in rituals, practices, and enquiries, even when it feels ‘inconvenient.’  

✨ Are open to tender reflections on your magic and wounding patterns and blocks.  

✨ Feel called to a meaningful, impactful life – perhaps as a healer, teacher, or guide – and know healing yourself is the first step.  

✨ Are looking for a sisterhood (you’re welcome to sit and soak it all in without interacting)

This is not a fit for you if you:

❌ Want to outsource your healing – we can only heal ourselves.  

❌ Aren’t willing to create space for the work, including live circles (or replays), rituals, or reflections.  

❌ Don’t want to look at your wounds or tend to your nervous system and inner child.  

❌ Have higher priorities than self-healing - please choose this wholeheartedly.  

❌ Want to rush the path of becoming a healer or rely on ‘quick fixes’.  

❌ Are not female – this space is for women, as we work with the feminine, including unique biology, energetics, and cycles.

❌ Prefer to have a lot of deep, bespoke support, reflection and guidance - you might be more suited to one of my deeper 1:1 containers.

 

Commitment

Being in the Secret Witch’s Apothecary Membership opens a powerful portal - a tender next step in your initiation. It’s a slow and sacred process that will lovingly reveal and begin to heal things you may not have seen before. This is not just another membership - it is an invitation into true alchemy.

Commitment required: 3 months initially - after that it's monthly and you can leave with a simple email giving 1 month's notice - no pressure, no guilt.

 
 

Payment Options

So often, when we hear the quiet call of our soul, our mind rushes in to negotiate with it, asking: 

🖤 ‘Can I really afford this?’  

We’ve been taught to let logic lead, even when our hearts whisper, this is for me - yet true healing is not ‘logical’, it is heart-led.  

That’s why I’ve removed the biggest logical barrier to investing in ourselves: The Secret Witch’s Apothecary is pay-what-you-can-afford. Not as a gimmick, but as a genuine way to honour both the deep impact of this work and the realities of different financial circumstances. 

This membership is designed to meet you where you are. Its full value is over £3000/ year - considering the live circles and library of archetypal remedy journeys (which were £377 each). And yet, I want this path to be available to those who feel truly called by their hearts.

My Invitation: 

Choose the Payment Option That Feels Aligned for You  


  • £111/month – The full price, for those who are able to invest in the depth of this work at its truest value. This option is for you if you feel resourced and can honour the healing transformation and guidance within this space.

  • £77/month – A mid-tier option, for those who want to contribute meaningfully but need a lower price point.

  • £33/month – A subsidised option, designed for those who are just about managing but wouldn’t be able to join at the higher tiers without compromising basic needs.

  • £11.11/month – A financial need option, for those experiencing significant financial hardship (e.g. on benefits or struggling to make ends meet).  

A Note on Honest Exchange  

This is a space of integrity, and the model is built on trust. If you feel resourced to invest at the higher levels, your choice not only supports your healing but ensures this offering remains sustainable, allowing others to step onto this path too. If most people choose the subsidised price when they could truthfully afford more, it impacts my capacity to continue offering the membership in this way. This isn’t about pressure - you are so welcome to choose what you need - it’s simply an honest sharing of how this exchange works so that you can choose with full awareness.

PS: Future archetypal remedy journeys will be served here - this is the place to be if you feel called to harness your inner apothecary for healing.  Spaces will be limited and enrollment opened more periodically at some point as the membership grows, to maintain intimacy.

 
 

A Guarantee

My Devotion to Lowering Your Risk


I commonly hear Secret Witches fear ‘Will this be worth it?’, ‘Can I really do this? - what if it is another thing that doesn’t work for me?’, ‘What will others think if I’ve spent money on this? - or ‘What if I’m taken advantage of?’ (oh, my heart feels you in that one - I’ve been there, when I doubted magic).  These are normal fears.  Understandably, this journey feels like a risk - and maybe even trusting me feels scary, too - and I’m loving you so deeply in that.  All parts of you are welcome.

And, having led many of these journeys, and helping many women heal (with glittering testimonials), I am so confident in the transformation within this space when women devote to their healing that if you commit fully for the first three months - setting smart intentions (as guided), attending all live circles and engaging with at least one archetypal remedy journey from the library - and you don’t experience meaningful shifts in your healing:

I will honour a full refund of what you paid.

I won’t promise you’ll be fully healed, or be a healer in three months (that’s unrealistic, though heartbreakingly many others lacking integrity do offer that).  I am guaranteeing that if you show up devotely, you’ll start to feel something shift - whether it’s self-compassion, deeper self-trust, or a new way of seeing your possibility.

This path is about commitment, healing, and remembering who you are - and I will meet you there.

 
 

Begin...

Can you hear your witch calling you, ancient one? 

It’s your time to grant yourself permission to rekindle the magic your medicine woman was born for. 

Will you honour your heart’s call?

 

Hear Tammy’s Experience of Walking the Path...

 

What Women Say About the Path...

“it confirmed my magic”

“Before this journey, I hadn’t really believed in my magic side, I’d been discovering it but not really trusting it. But in the final circle, a few women bathed me in words like “transcendent and other-worldly” and it confirmed my magic; something that I’d been doubting about myself.

I have a better idea of what my own medicine and gifts are - who I came here to be and how I can be of service to others. I had agreed to develop a collaboration with another organisation before the group journey and I feel like the work I did in this journey to get to know myself has made it easier for me to get across what it’s all about, what I’m all about, and how I can help others to find their own magic through their voice. It’s made my path a lot more clear.”

— Laura Hill, Crucible Participant

 

“I found my gifts - If your soul is calling you to the path, listen - and follow it.”

“In journeying with Nicole, I have found where and how I can use my gift. If your soul is calling you to the path to work with Nicole, listen to it and follow it. Follow your heart, your soul knows. I haden’t worked for the last 6 years as I’ve been a stay at home Mum, so I didn’t think it would even be possible for me to invest this time and money in myself to create a soul-led life and business (especially with having a 5 year old and 3 month old baby when I started!), but if your soul is calling you to this path and you choose it, there are magical ways of creating the time and money you need to invest in yourself.”

— Olivia Roff, Crucible Participant & 1:1 Client

“This totally changed my life - I’m learning to Love myself No Matter What”

“When we started She-Wolf (Lupa), I was totally paralyzed in fear and shame - and while that fear and shame is still there, I am no longer completely paralyzed. I'm learning to love myself no matter what. Even if I feel ashamed, I'm learning that even if I didn't make all the ‘right’ choices, it's okay for me to love myself regardless - like completely.  That's huge. I am allowing my feelings and learning to be in my body, listen to how she feels and be aware of what that might mean. I've been so afraid my whole life to be unapologetically me - I was always in fear, and I never felt safe, never. I'm finally realizing this is a journey, and I am where I am. I’ve seen when we're completely, vulnerably in our truth, this will be medicine - for the person who needs it, that will be the stepping stone for healing.” — Alli Rohrer, Lupa Participant & 1:1 Client 

 

“It Takes you into spaces you’ve wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe”

“An aspect of working with Aurum, that I did not expect, is illuminating and welcoming soft feminine power, and my own expression of it. I was able to see where I've been operating so forcefully in the masculine, trying to prove/force/be productive/be a high achiever/etc etc so that I can be seen and have approval, that I haven't connected with my soft feminine, and known myself in that way. Seeing this has shifted my relationship with my husband, to feel much more symbiotic and balanced, yin/yang, rather than competitive (something I was completely unaware that I was doing!!). This feels really juicy and wonderful.  And also, I've begun to shift my relationship to myself as 'mother' to my 3 year old son.  It has been a truly magical experience, and I am so grateful to Nicole for pouring her heart into this work, and for being such an available and present guide. She is such a gift!! She actually responds to everything we share, and offers such meaningful reflections. She can help you look behind blocks and go into spaces you may have wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe, or even illuminate things that have been completely outside your current view. And to all of my sisters that journeyed with Aurum with me, thank you for being willing to be so authentic and go into all of the places!! It made such a difference. I love you all.” — Colleen, Aurum participant

 

“Extraordinary, unique - unlike anything I’ve ever done before”

“This work has been so unique in that it really felt like something had been activated. An effortless opening. a softness, a tenderness. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever done before and hard to put into words. Something definitely shifted and my husband also changed towards me during the course, like he had seen me fresh for the first time. Extraordinary. Along the way, my vision for my business seems to have come together more clearly and I feel excited again about my work. Though I’m painting a rosy picture, it does come with its pain (the thorns!), but so very rich and worthwhile.

This course also illuminated  where my needs were not being met which I had not been aware of before. There’s a vital importance in going into the body and really feeling what is there. I definitely got a taster of what it was to be connected and it felt good, even though it appears to be what I’ve been running from my whole life. To be connected is to feel the pain as well as the bliss. Loving those painful parts as opposed to trying to numb or fix them will definitely be a practice for me, but oh so rewarding!” — Deborah Binun, Rosa participant

 

“It’s life-changing once you start to take charge of your own life”

“Compared to the work I've experienced before, this path has been the only thing that has created long-term change.  Looking at and noticing patterns has been really, really helpful. There was one point that I was addicted to self-help and fixing myself; I couldn't stop. But once you see the pattern in that, it's easier to choose out of it. Once you notice patterns, it's easier to change your behavior and change your focus.  It's definitely the deepest work I've ever done.

The main thing I illuminated was how much I was and still am wanting somebody to come and ‘rescue’ me. That’s life-changing once you start to take charge of your own life and change your patterns and choices. I just feel much more able to cope with my life. I know what to do if something comes up. I’m able to navigate my life, take care of myself, be more present with my kids, more present with myself, and I feel a lot more powerful than I did before - before I just felt helpless. I didn't even know that I felt helpless, whereas now I feel much more able to make choices, which I was terrified of before. There's just a lot less fear and a lot more power.” — Joanna Townsend, Aurum participant

 
 

Additional Words from Women About The Path...

“The one thing I would say I’ve taken away is that we all have this incredible power and magic within us. It's in you, it's in me, it's in all of us - and working with Nicole will open that door and unlock that and let it out for you to express in the world. And that's a gift that you'll give to the world - and it's why you're here: to use that beautiful power and magic. That's what you're *here* for. Let Nicole help you.” — Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client

“Working with Archetypal Luna was a game changer. At the beginning of the journey, my intention was to heal my fear of being seen as a lunatic. I was about a 1/10 on this and I felt shame around that too - the hiding of my truth and my desired expression. Wow, I actually healed this fear magnificently during this journey! I feel like I’m an 8/10, and although a fear immediately comes up that I should wind that back, I will own that I feel I am at an 8 in expressing my truth, my soul and my magic. I created a new instagram page and I’ve been sharing myself there - personal thoughts, alchemy, wild wanders, desires. I’ve been finding likeminded people, adding them and freely sharing and resharing content that’s aligned - it’s so freeing. I’ve also shared more with my husband and I created an intention with my parents and brother to go back to the land I was born on this summer, to camp, hike, explore, listen and feel. I’ve shared more with my friends, I’ve sat in healing, grounding and feeling more often - which feels so good. Slowing down, finding my feminine rhythm. I’ve connected with Luna as a new guide - I love her magic, her darkness, and her glow. I’ve deepened my relationship with my womb and my moon cycles. I’ve begun to create new female friendships, finding spaces to express myself in my local area. Sisterhood and community building for myself and my children is really important to me. I am feeling drawn to connect with plants, plant medicine, and animals as kin. I feel alive, grounded and expressed, happy and grateful. Thank you Luna, thank you sisters, and thank you Nicole for holding all of this through this journey. It’s been pure magic!” — Colleen, Luna participant

"Participating in this program has been a phenomenal experience that is truly inspirational. Knowing now that I am so much more powerful than I think I am and my life can truly be what I want it to be is exhilarating! Going forward after this program, my life will never be the same; my eyes have been opened to so much possibility within myself. I now embrace the magic within me and all around me!" — TA, crucible participant

“The journey is very safe and very feminine, based in feminine energy. And so soft but with that strength of being held - it allows for that transformation and magic to arise.” — crucible participant

“Working with Nicole has been nothing short of magical. The way she can hold a group with such love, warmth and care. Her true unconditional love is so very healing. Her gentle, gorgeous way, so knowledgeable, so wise, so humble and so deeply gifted.” — Deborah Binun, Rosa participant

“Our Archetypal Luna journey has just been wonderful - some difficult moments and deep work, but I've really felt how powerful it’s been. The magic of it has brought a lot of light and joy too, which I've absolutely loved. The support and holding you give makes this all possible, and the triggering too! It was really during Luna that I started seeing things you were triggering in me as wounds to be released, and also as possibilities, which has been opening and allowing something to shift in me. I feel so much more open to magic which was my intention (not all the time! Still and always will be a work in progress!!) but I've really seen so many synchronicities and moments of magic. And more than that, I've *felt* them, and felt the difference that looking at my wounds and tending can make. In all honesty, I wasn't sure I would feel much difference, but Luna definitely felt potent from the start, and I engaged with all the invitations in ways I hadn't with any other journey. My sacred vision definitely is to open more and more and live more in this magic and in the fullest version of myself. I’m more aware of when I’m creating from shadow now, which is something I will definitely be carrying forward! Even today, I felt ‘out of sorts’ and while asking myself what was coming up and what my little girl needed, I happened to look up and was walking past a shop called Luna. Its been a magical journey and I will carry this work forward, although I’m already missing our sisterhood! Thank you so much wonderful sisters for your support, love, insights and your healing presences.” — KM, Luna participant

“Wild expression is just being who I am, but feeling safe with that. Because through my old stories, I felt very unsafe with being wild. My experiences of living with my wild parents, it made me feel like I had to barrier myself against wildness and against magic - and I've learned that I’m safe to be wild, safe to be magic. Safe to express it.” — Victoria Brown, 1:1 client

“To anyone considering hiring Nicole, or joining her journeys, if you're sitting in front of her and you're having this conversation with her, it's probably a Yes already because you wouldn't be there if it wasn't. You'll absolutely have the most magical journey and you'll get way more than you ever thought possible. You'll get to know yourself better, you'll get to know your gifts better, you'll be expressing them in the world, you'll have much more clarity on your vision, you will have help with everything that you're going through - whatever you bring to each session with Nicole, Nicole is there, holding the space. And so she's magical, she's powerful, she's gentle, she's a friend and you'll just absolutely love the journey. There's absolutely no regrets that I've had. I did two journeys with Nicole - and probably will do more in the future. So, feel into your heart and your heart will know the answer. It'll be magic. ” — Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client

“I have illuminated layers of wounding and old stories. I came to a new and higher level of loving myself which feels amazing, powerful magical and so healing.” — Marion, Aurum participant

“If you’re considering this, don’t let the fear of the “witch” + “magic” put you off - these are parts of yourself that you don’t know yet - parts that can bring wonderful insights and healing.” — crucible participant

“This journey has been so illuminating. I've been able to start to more consistently honor my intuition, that inner voice that often speaks to me, which I sometimes hear and sometimes shy away from (for fears of what it might mean to answer it). I've begun to see myself in my authentic expression and welcome it, and feel empowered in that and believe my inner knowing. And be seen by other like-minded, powerful gifted women. This feels so deeply satisfying. I’ve awoken… to that inner voice. It has been a truly magical experience, and I am so grateful to Nicole for pouring her heart into this work, and for being such an available and present guide. She is such a gift!! She actually responds to everything we share individually, and offers such meaningful reflections. She can help you look behind blocks and go into spaces you may have wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe, or even illuminate things that have been completely outside your current view. And to all of my sisters that journeyed with Aurum with me, thank you for being willing to be so authentic and go into all of the places!! It made such a difference. I love you all.” — Colleen, Aurum participant

“I am allowing my feelings and learning to be in my body, listen to how she feels and be aware of what that might mean. It doesn't mean I have to change anything that second. It doesn't mean I have to judge myself. I was telling Nicole - because I've just started working with her separately 1:1 as well, which I would highly recommend - the one thing she said that totally changed my life in Lupa was “Your body wants you to honor how she's feeling whether it's coming from wounding or love.” For the longest time I knew a lot of stuff was coming from wounding, so everything I would feel, I wouldn't trust; I thought, “if I can't trust it, I definitely can't honor it” and ignored myself.  I'm realising that even if what I’m feeling is from wounding, if you can honor and be with it, you're learning. I've been so afraid my whole life to be unapologetically me - I was always in fear, and I never felt safe, never. I'm finally realizing this is a journey, and I am where I am. I’ve seen when we're completely, vulnerably in our truth, this will be medicine - for the person who needs it, that will be the stepping stone for healing.” — Alli Rohrer, Lupa Participant & 1:1 Client

"It was life-changing for me to choose into this work - and it continues to be. Nicole opened my eyes to the profound magic of daily practice. The group showed me what it can be like when sisters come together to be vulnerable and loving, and that intimacy can exist without being shamed or chastised. I’ve learned to see “yucky” or “undesirable” parts of me as fragmented parts of me, shadows that can be loved back into wholeness. I have stepped into my magical power because of the love and wild remedies you so lovingly dosed. I am so, so grateful. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.” — ES, crucible participant

“I had a huge amount of resistance to choosing into this path; I had so much fear of looking where I didn’t want to look yet I was drawn in by the deep longing to be in my power and start to allow myself to shine, which at the time felt impossible. Looking deeply at my wounds and loving them has been so necessary and healing for me. So much was revealed through this and it was Nicole’s safe space and love which gave me the ability to begin to look there. Doing this has enabled me to see and begin to choose my power and to begin to create what I truly desire.” — JT, crucible participant

“I felt drawn to Rosa's medicine initially but also felt apprehensive about the journey. Looking back now to when I started I feel "more open" - most of my life I have been that ‘tight bud’; using my thorns at times when I felt I needed to, to protect myself. But now I feel a beautiful flow inside me, I love myself more so if others don't see or value me, for me, then it's OK. I no longer seek that approval as I know the only approval I need, is my own. I choose to tend to my needs more, and find myself more compassionate towards me and others. Life seems to flow rather than be a struggle because of my openess. I'm choosing to live and make decisions based on love and not fear now. Before at times my fear would rise up and I’d say "no" to certain situations because of my fear; now, when I feel the fear starting to try and creep in, I choose to feel love for that situation, and base my decision with love in my heart. Life seems easier now. I'm more myself and content. I feel a loving strength inside me, that gives me reassurance.” — Wendy Rowe, Rosa participant

“I haven’t worked for the last 6 years as I’ve been a stay at home Mum, so I didn’t think it would even be possible for me to invest this time and money in myself to create a soul-led life and business (especially with having a 5 year old and 3 month old baby when I started!), but if your soul is calling you to this path and you choose it, there are magical ways of creating the time and money you need to invest in it.” — Olivia Roff, 1:1 client

“I want to share the feelings of joy and gratefulness that I feel right now for having stepped onto this path.  The desires of my heart were still like soft whispers, covered in layers of fear and shame and beliefs of what was possible for me. And when I look at them from where I'm standing now, after all the work I've done with Nicole, I see I have uncovered and healed so much! I feel so much more space around my desires and I’m in the process of realising them. My heart is so full of gratitude for you, Nicole. For having guided me on this path. I love you. I feel gratitude towards myself, for having the courage and for just following the calling and doing the work. Gratitude for all the sisters I met along the way. And gratitude for life, for soul, for wisdom” — MP, crucible participant

“L.O.V.E is something I learned from working with you.  Love ALL parts of yourself. ALL is welcome. It really comes down to LOVE. And it feels as if my cells are being given water after a long draught. My wound is not feeling okay/loveable/acceptable when I'm 'just being me'. And in the 18 months since I came to know you I've learned that *I* can love every part of me *myself*. I can do that! Again and again and again. Thank you, Nicole”  — crucible participant

“I am so incredibly grateful for the magic of this journey. Difficult (like you said - more difficult than I expected) but so miraculous. There’s no going back! Thank you so much Nicole.” — AR, crucible participant

“Nicole is like a loving fast forward button to deep healing” — crucible participant

 

Wondering ‘Am I Ready?’ 

If you’re wondering, ‘Am I ready?’ that’s a great question to ask - and let’s slow down the choice and tune in. We want to discern - is it this, is it now? - and in honesty, I’d rather you did that now, so that you can choose from alignment, because I prefer people choose what’s true, rather than rush on a whim. If now really isn’t the aligned time, that’s okay - celebrate yourself in that knowing; there’s no shame in that - it might just be aligned to start smaller.  Your path will still be here when timing does feel true.

What may be helpful to know, though, is: it is natural for fear to arise here. The unknown can feel tender, scary, even overwhelming - and that’s what our membership is here for, to meet you there, softly and tenderly - with no rush. I believe our healing unfolds at its own pace, and that’s what I’ve designed this membership to support. 

The truth is - most of us have been waiting lifetimes for the ‘perfect moment’ to embrace our Secret Witch, because of the fear she brings.

And: there is never a ‘perfect’ time to begin.

Healing does not wait for ‘readiness’. It does not arrive neatly wrapped with a bow and a moment of certainty. It whispers to us in the quiet longing, in the mysterious, unknown ache for something more. And it begins - not when the fear disappears, but when we choose to love ourselves and step in despite it.

Because the mind will always whisper reasons to wait:

‘I’m not ready.’

‘I need more time.’

‘What if I fail?’

This is the threshold. The place where your Secret Witch stands - half in, half out - wondering if she is ‘ready’ to reclaim what has always been hers.

But sometimes, waiting for ‘readiness’ can mean waiting forever. So instead of asking ‘Am I ready?’ I invite you to ask:

🔥 Am I willing? To trust that the pull I feel toward this space is my soul calling me home?

🔥 Am I devoted? To stepping in softly and slowly, even with fear, knowing that my magic is waiting on the other side?

🔥 Am I open? To allowing myself to lovingly, slowly and gently transform?

If your heart whispers Yes - then part of you is already on the path. 

Your apothecary is waiting. Your healing is waiting. You are waiting.

The question is: for how long are you willing to keep waiting? 

It’s been my experience that the moment we say Yes, our path will unfold...  

This choice is yours. Will you lovingly honour your heart’s call?

 

Claim your Space in Circle

Is your magical soul feeling the call?

 

Finding Joining a Group Daunting?

Engage at Your Pace - or soak it in ALL IN from the sidelines

I know it might feel daunting to join a group, and I promise you, there are ways to engage (or not) at your own soft edge. This is why the membership has been created as a separate private and fully confidential community, ensuring your participation remains completely private - no one outside the group will see your interactions, likes, or posts. If you don’t want to engage at all, that’s completely welcome. You are safe to explore at your own pace, whether quietly absorbing the healing rituals or sharing when you feel ready. Many women begin quietly, and even without speaking, simply being in the space brings deep transformation. There is no pressure - only gentle invitation.

 

FAQ’s

Q: When are the live ceremonies and circles held?

A: Our live ceremonies and circles are held on every 2nd and 4th Thursday of each month, as close to New and Full Moon as possible - Witch Clinic is every 2nd Thursday at 2pm UK time (6am PDT / 9am EDT / 11pm or 1am AEST Fridays depending on time of year) and Archetypal Healing Circles are every 4th Thursday at 6.30pm UK time (10.30am PDT / 1.30pm EDT / 3.30am or 5.30am AEST Fridays depending on time of year). We’ve scheduled sessions across time zones as far as possible, so there’s room for all to participate. It may or may not be your thing, but there’s also something sacred and magical about attending circle in the middle of the night, once in a while, too!

Q: I can’t make the live sessions, can I still join?

A: The live sessions will be recorded and replays will be shared. There are both ‘transmission/teaching circles’ and ‘sharing' circles’ (sharing opportunities will be provided, though they are optional), and whilst there’s the invitation to join us live, it is optional and so much can be gained from absorbing the energy healing in the replays. We do ask that you try and co-create a way to join us for ceremony as it’s nice to gather everyone together and be connected, but it’s not a requirement if it’s a real challenge. We’ve scheduled sessions across time zones, so there’s room to participate when it feels right for you.

Q: I’m not sure if I want to be a ‘healer’ - I feel a call to healing myself, but the idea of becoming a ‘healer’ terrifies me - is it for me?

A: Yes, this is absolutely for you - this Membership is mostly about healing ourselves firstly (because healing ourselves comes first). If you feel a calling to heal yourself but fear stepping into the role of ‘healer,’ know that this is completely normal. It’s often the fear of embracing your magic that leads to true personal healing, too. This path is about tenderly reclaiming your power, at your own pace, with no rush or pressure to define yourself. Come with an open heart and see what’s revealed - this is a journey of learning to soften and tend fear, and open to what your heart actually desires, so it’s perfect for where you are, and can be navigated at your soul’s own pace.

Q: I’ve tried healing before, and it didn’t change my life.  What’s different about this?

A: I hear you, that has been me. And this is a different approach to most other healing modalities. Unlike courses that offer ‘quick-fix’ techniques, this is a slow, embodied, deeply integrative experience that guides you into gentle, sustainable healing that blends seamlessly into your everyday life - meaning the transformation is an internal shift that stays with you, becoming a natural part of your rhythm. It's the only way I found that created lasting change.

Q: I resist the idea of being a ‘witch,’ does that mean this isn’t for me?

A: Resistance often signals the exact healing you’re being called to. The term ‘Secret Witch’ reflects the parts of yourself you may fear - hidden gifts, power, and magic. If this has you in resistance, it’s likely because these lost parts of you are longing to be seen. It’s a gentle invitation to meet those fears and reclaim your magic. It’s likely this is the exact healing you need to create your more meaningful life - will you trust that?

Q: I’m not sure I trust magic - I’m logical and prefer scientific explanations for things, but I am still feeling drawn to this - is this for me?

A: Many sensitive souls feel torn between logic and magic, and it’s a paradox many women experience. It’s natural to want to rationalise things, especially when your magic feels so unknown or inaccessible. If you’re drawn here despite your skepticism, trust that this journey will help bridge the gap between your logical mind and your magical heart, giving you a grounded, healing approach. It’s likely actually the very journey you need (because this membership especially helps us heal this fear). Will you trust your heart to lead?

Q: I’m a complete beginner to magic and I don’t know anything about Archetypal Remedies - do I need to?

A: Not at all. This journey is aimed at those taking the very tender first steps into magical healing, which means there are no prerequisites to know anything about magic - or the Archetypal Remedies - at all. There will likely be many women who know nothing about magical healing, but just feel a deep call from their soul to be with us, so you are completely welcome. This will be your first magical initiation. If you would like to geek out on the art and science, you can check out this event replay I hosted, which dives into the “What, Why and How of Archetypal Remedies.”

Q: I’m an experienced healer - I’ve already explored so many healing modalities - including homeopathy, or aromatherapy - how is this different to other healing, and is it for me?

A: Whilst some of my women are beginners to healing, it’s also really common that my women have journeyed with #allthehealing before arriving at my door, so this is a really powerful question. If you’ve already experienced various healing practices, you might find this path to be a profound deepening. The Archetypal Apothecary offers a unique philosophy that connects healing with your soul’s purpose. It’s not just another modality - it’s a holistic, transformative journey into soul that helps heal the fears and blocks keeping you from fully expressing your gifts in the world. Archetypal remedies will activate you in deeper levels of your healing, meeting you where you are. The Archetypal Apothecary path offers a totally unique Soul Map for women to heal, discover and express their gifts, and in this way, remedies aren’t just another modality or ‘thing to do’ - they offer a unique philosophy that guides women into the ‘science and art’ of deep healing - and it is likely that this will be the deepest work of your life yet. Many women have explored other modalities and found them unhelpful in isolation (it’s not an either/or - it’s both) - because they lack the deep healing homeopathic, archetypal and energetic healing work that is integrated in this path to heal all of the trauma layers in the way of you being a healer in the world. The deep healing of your ‘witch wound’ will help you begin actualising your soul purpose.

Q: I’m worried about triggering my nervous system. And yet, I’m really called to this - is it for me?

A: I hear you, my love. The path of healing can sometimes feel overwhelming, but this journey is intentionally slow and gentle, designed to support sensitive souls. You will be guided with love, and your nervous system will slowly learn to trust that your healing can be tender and nourishing. All of you is welcome here, exactly as you are.

Q: Is this circle only for women?

Yes, this space is for women only, because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles that are specific to female bodies.

Q: I prefer a spiritual path that doesn’t require much ‘doing’ - is ritual work necessary??

A: I understand this feeling, especially if you’ve been on a more ‘ascension-focused’ path. This journey invites you into the embodied experience of magic, where ritual and practice are essential for grounding your soul’s purpose on earth. It’s not about ‘doing’ for the sake of doing; it’s about weaving soul-led action into your everyday life. Our work in this path is that of embodiment - and magical practice and ritual is a hugely important part of that. Will you trust your soul to be leading you where you need to go?

Q: I’ve done a lot of spiritual work that tells us we don’t need “healing” because it’s all ‘just thought’ - is this for me?

A: I hear you on this one - that was my path too, and many women who journey with me have been here (many of them exploring spiritual ascension). It’s not really an either/or - it’s actually both - we co-create as spirit in a body, and this descent back to the body is really the next breadcrumb. Healing is really another word for ‘expansion’ - yet it can be misinterpreted for us needing ‘fixing’ (which we don’t). If we are rejecting ‘healing,’ we ignore the wounds held in our bodies and that leaves them creating unconsciously for us and stealing our focus, without us knowing. To truly create what we desire, we need to come back into our bodies and face these unconscious wounds and love them so that our focus can fully be towards love, spirit and truth. Ultimately, love is the healer, and as we learn to love the parts of ourselves that we have shamed, they no longer steal our focus, and we come back to wholeness and can harness our focus toward what we truly desire. These two podcast episodes will be serving for you - Episode 28 - Do We Need Healing with Dominic Scaffidi + Episode 20 - How to Harness your Focus to Create Intentional Magic with William Whitecloud.

Q: I’m really called to this path but it feels really “unknown” and I’m a bit nervous to go there. How can I get over the fear of joining?

A: This is again such a common and welcome fear along this journey. The path of soul is not easy - and it is not for everyone - but you’ll know if it is calling you because you’ll begin to be activated in ways you’ve not felt before - and you may also begin to notice synchronicities calling to you. The only way to really overcome this is to offer yourself as much love as possible to the parts of you that want to ‘know’ the way. If you are intuitively sensing it is for you, then it likely is for you - and it will keep calling you until you answer. Can you offer yourself the love you need to choose it anyway? I promise we will go gently, and all of you will be welcome.

Q: I don’t even know if magic or power are available to me - I doubt my gifts - what if I’m the one person that it’s not possible for?

A: I think this is the question that pretty much all of my women feel applies to them; and this fear is so welcome. And still, I’ve never met a woman drawn to working with the Archetypal Apothecary who isn’t magical and powerful (even though she likely doesn’t feel it). Usually there is simply some deeper fear about magical capability and worthiness that is in the way of you seeing your gifts. Paradoxically, this is the very work that Archetypal Apothecary healing modality guides you into seeing. The greatest paradox in the path of soul is that the wisdom we gain within the journey helps us to see the truth we feel we need to choose it; so the deeper invitation is to allow yourself to be courageous and choose to trust your heart to lead - this is the deep work here. The only ticket required to enter the gateway to this journey is hope.

Q: Is sharing required in this program? I’m nervous to share in front of other people.

A: Firstly, I’m loving you in this - I’ve been there, and I can almost guarantee that every woman joining this program will feel this fear of being seen and sharing. Secret Witches often feel deep fear of being seen and long to hide (hence being ‘secret’), so our Membership is intentionally designed to ease you into our sisterhood gently (I speak to making yourself comfortable around ‘sharing’ in our ‘welcome’ guide). Sharing is always optional - we’ve created a space where you can ease into sisterhood in your own way. If you want to share, there are spaces for that, but you can also simply be present and absorb the healing. Your journey is yours, and you are always free to move at your own pace.

Q: I'm drawn to this but life is really busy and don't know how I'll fit it in to my schedule.

A: I so feel you I hear you. Many women feel called to the witch’s path but struggle to find the time. This membership is designed to help you slow down and carve out small, meaningful moments for your magic. It’s a reminder to make space for your witch, even in a busy life. Slowly, slowly, softly, softly is the way - and archetypal remedies will help you attune to that way of being, amidst the chaos. Your inner witch is calling you - will you grant yourself permissions to create space for your soul’s calling?

Q: If I join this and don’t like it, can I leave?

A: Of course! This is a monthly membership which has been intentionally designed to be a flexible and affordable way to walk the Archetypal Apothecary path and liberate your Secret Witch. The initial subscription is for a minimum of 3 months so that you can ground in and get a full experience, and after that it's monthly - you can leave with a simple email giving 1 month's notice - no pressure, no guilt.


Reach out if you’ve any more questions that will help you choose…

 

If you’re still unsure whether ‘Secret Witch Apothecary’ Membership can help you...

Oh, my heart - if you're still here, I honour you. Your fears and doubts are so welcome in this space, and if it’s aligned, you’ll learn to love yourself even in these.  

If you’re unsure, I’d love to know: what would make this journey worth choosing for you? Message me, and we can explore if the Membership can support your desires.  

If you haven’t already, I invite you to explore our many testimonials and FAQs above.  

Regarding how my own experience, you don’t have to take my word for this - I’ve been guiding women in their healing for over a decade, and our work with the Secret Witch and her Archetypal Apothecary has been widely featured to millions - from appearing on Bad Ass Women’s Hour radio, to Kindred Spirit, Witches Magazine, and Soul & Spirit to Metro, Tiny Buddha blog, MgGill Media, Natural Health, and even leading holistic colleges like CHE in London and New York. I’ve shared healing ceremonies and keynote talks at spaces like Fire + Alchemy, Mind Body Spirit, and More Yoga.  I’m fully insured as a professional, qualified healer, and am a specialist Consultant for global healing organisations and aromatherapy suppliers, including Base Formula, for whom I regularly write educational blogs.

If you’re just beginning, I recommend our Starter Pack – a collection of free resources, including an Illumination Workbook, a Taster Healing Journey with Archetypal Rosa, and access to press features, blogs, our Top 10% Secret Witch Show podcast, and workshops on the magic of this path. Start your journey here… 

 
 

Want a Taster?

We’ll be gathering for our Opening ceremony on 24th April 2025.

Heal Yourself, Become the Healer - a sacred initiation to your witchy gifts (even if it’s terrifying)
 
 

Try our Starter Pack

Begin with our Starter Pack, Illumination Workbook and Free Journey with Archetypal Rosa

“How to know if you’re ready to heal your soul & open to your healing gifts - even if it’s terrifying”

 
 
 
 

PS: To Recap...

To recap: This membership is a sacred space to awaken your self-healing power and magic through archetypal remedies, grounded in the point of view that to become healers we have to heal ourselves. It supports you in healing yourself, discovering your soul’s gifts, and opening to your destiny as a healer. Anchoring you in embodiment practice and ritual, it invites you to slow down, create space for your inner witch, and manifest more magic in daily life.  Crafted from over a decade of my experience as a healer and guide, this is the path I wish I’d had - curated to support your journey with love. It’s a pay-what-you-can-afford membership with a money-back guarantee if you find no meaningful healing. Spaces will be limited in future enrolments, so if you feel the call, secure your place in circle now.

 
 

Still Not Ready? That’s Okay...

I completely honour when it’s just not the aligned time for women to join - and it’s really important to me that women honour that for themselves, because we want you to join our programs and feel able to engage and get the most from them. I’d recommend tuning into your heart - beyond the fear - and weighing up the costs and benefits of joining, in order to choose consciously, and if it is still not aligned, then I’d recommend listening to our Secret Witch Show podcast which is full of gems for you to travel yourself - you can check that out here (and join our Secret Witch Society on Facebook, to share with us too):

 

TERMS OF CONTRACT:

Initial subscription is 3 months’ minimum commitment. After that it becomes a monthly subscription and you have the capacity to cancel with a simple email giving 1 month’s notice. This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable - unless you’ve fulfilled the requirements for our above Guarantee. All content inside the Membership is the intellectual property of Nicole Barton, Secret Witch™ and Archetypal Apothecary™, and is for your personal use only - no copying, sharing, or commercial use without permission.