What if your deep sensitivity was actually a magical gift?
"Whilst there's shame and fear of being our magic as a medicinal one, you can also come to learn that there's a deep gift in your own deep sensitivity - that the world needs."
~ Nicole Barton
My heart always cracks wide open to my women who feel that their sensitivity and vulnerability is shameful. Especially when they are magical ones who have shut out their magic because of this shame. It's a common theme with Phosphoric women (magical, powerful ones who don't yet know their power or magic) that they are deeply sensitive in #alltheways.
So much so, that not only are they sensitive to smells, sounds, lights and tastes, but they're also deeply sensitive to energies and to spirit and magic.
I've always been sensitive, so I understand it. I remember back to when I was a child, and I had Chronic Fatigue syndrome, how I'd lie on the sofa, having really severe sensitivity to light. Sensitivity that had me burn out because I didn't see and honour it as the gift I recognise it as now.
I remember how that later transcribed into me being sensitive enough to describe in great detail to my friends about their dead grandparents who were talking to me from the other side - and them being scared witless and saying "don't tell me that again". Again, something I value now.
I remember being the sensitive one that went ghost hunting, being both scared of the dark, whilst also allured by it. Which is typical of my women, too - the fear and the longing.
And I remember, then, becoming the one who was a magical practitioner - dosing out all the medicinal holistic practices as the Medicine Woman I came here to be.
Phosphorus's deep sensitivity is both shamed and feared - and in some (collective shadowy) ways, it makes sense, because the world doesn't value sensitivity and magic - and it fears the power of it. In fact, the Witch Wounds of being burned at the stake for our deep sensitivity (and power) are ingrained in our cells, as Phosphoric magical ones.
It was this fear that, at times, has had me both either completely deny my magic, or ascend fully into it and leave the earthly realm. Neither of those routes had me fully live as my truth, though.
It wasn't until I took the Remedies of the Wild that I began to learn to dose myself with the very healing that had me fall back in love with those sensitive, magical parts of myself that I'd shamed - actually without even knowing that I had shamed them.
And it was this whole journey with sensitivity that really had me land where I am now; back into the truth of my soul. Eventually, my sensitivity had me journey back to my soul - and now I'm dosing these Remedies in a unique way - being the medicine I came here to be by channelling the Remedies into the world for the deep healing of magical ones. I'm creating a unique philosophy and model that initiates magical ones into becoming their own medicine - so that they can heal their wounds and become the unique remedies they came here to be, both for themselves and in the world.
Without me embracing my own magic and deep sensitivity, this wouldn't be possible. And yet, I can feel the ripples it is having in the world already.
And that's how I know that, whilst there's fear of being our magic as a medicinal one, you can also come to learn that there's a deep gift in your own deep sensitivity - that the world *needs*. The fact the world doesn't value magic is the very reason it is so needed.
So, if you're one of the sensitive ones, it's likely you're also a magical one whose magic is needed.
Maybe it's time for you to dose yourself with the Remedies of the Wild, too, so you can love that about yourself? I'll be leading women into their magic in October, if you're interested, register your interest in the button below.
if you've any questions, send me an email.
Nicole x
