Secret Witch's Apothecary Membership — Nicole Barton

‘Secret Witch’s Apothecary’

- /ˈsiːkrɪt/ /wɪtʃ/ /əˈpɒθɪk(ə)ri - noun

“a sacred portal for the woman who feels ancient healing magic in her bones - yet trembles at the threshold.”

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I see you, Secret Witch...

You’ve always known there’s some deeper and more magical burning within you. You’re the woman who feels the soul-stirring pull to something ‘more’ - perhaps to live your magical destiny as a healer - yet it feels terrifying, and fear keeps you hiding.

You want to open to your power, your magic, your wildness - yet you simultaneously fear judgment and failure - you fear if you embrace your authentic ‘witchy’ self it will obliterate your life. The idea of opening to your gifts calls to you - yet also scares you and feels a million miles away - and you just want to heal yourself.

On the outside, you may say everything’s ‘fine’. But inside, you’re overwhelmed, burnt out, and feeling exhaustion no amount of rest can help - disconnected from any sense of ‘aliveness’. Your body whispers to you through mysterious chronic symptoms no doctor can explain, and you’re stuck in people-pleasing, feeling resentful of always putting others before yourself. Maybe you’ve spent a lot of time trying to ‘fix’ your ‘brokeness’ - feeling like you're both ‘not enough’ and also dimming your shine as ‘too much’ - yet nothing seems to work.  

Are you resonating?

Here’s My Point of View...

You are not broken. You do not need fixing.

Your fear is not a ‘stop sign’ saying you’re ‘not ready’ -

It’s a natural reminder that there’s just some more ‘personal’ healing to do first.

What you’re experiencing is your Secret Witch calling you into initiation - to heal yourself, become your own remedy and learn to serve it to others.

She’s the part of you that’s been shamed, silenced, hidden, and overshadowed by fear. She’s calling you to slow down, stop running and start remembering who you are beyond your wounds - inviting you to answer the call to your healing and destiny.

I’ve know it well - over a decade ago, I was feeling the same fears and self-doubts. And here’s what I’ve learned: true healing doesn’t come from external ‘quick fix’ promises of healing - numbing, plastering over, avoiding.

The real medicine is in the deep inner work - the real art and science of magical healing - aka the slow loving-back-home of all the ‘lost’ parts of our souls that have been shamed and suppressed as we try to fit into our half-hearted mundane lives.

My love, real healing is about remembering the magic that’s always been inside, waiting to be given permission. Slowly, softly, tenderly. 🌹

Let’s begin the real work. Let’s remember the witch that’s always been there, waiting for you to claim her. This is your invitation to reclaim your magic. Your time is now.

this is where your journey in the Secret Witch’s Apothecary Membership begins...


 

This is for you if...

🖤 You feel lost and trapped in a busy, unfulfilling life, struggling to create space for your magical witch, feeling torn between ‘mundane’ and ‘magic’

🖤 You experience burnout, exhaustion, or mysterious health symptoms like chronic fatigue, autoimmunity, IBS, pain, womb and menstrual imbalances (like endometriosis or PCOS). 

🖤 You’re deeply sensitive and easily overwhelmed - either suppressing or exploding in emotional melt-downs, panic or anxiety, leaving you feeling ashamed.

🖤 You live in either hyper-vigilance or distraction and numbing

🖤 You struggle with people-pleasing, guilt and feeling’ selfish’ if you create space

🖤 You sense you’re meant to be a healer-witch (and you love all ‘woo’ - from manifestation to moon magic, to herbs and spirit communion) - but doubt yourself 

🖤 You feel alone and long for a like-minded sisterhood (even though it also scares you)

If this is you, maybe it’s time to:

 

Heal

yourself.

  Disover

your gifts.

 Express

your Witch.

  Live

your

  Destiny

as a healer.


 

What’s Waiting for You in the Apothecary

The Secret Witch’s Apothecary is not another ‘course’ or ‘quick fix’. It’s not something to rush or add to your already busy ‘to do list’.  

It’s a sacred space where you’ll learn to live into your magic in every day life - learning to heal yourself first, so you can open to your vision to become a healer. This is where you’ll reconnect with your self-healing power and magic (learning to heal yourself with your inner archetypal apothecary of energy remedies), and begin to live the life you’ve always known was waiting for you.

Through live ceremonies, supportive sisterhood, and simple yet powerful self-healing practices, we’ll journey together to reclaim the healer within.

 
 

Each month, we gather twice (every 2nd and 4th Thursdays - see FAQ’s at the bottom of this page for times), in live ceremony and circle, within our private and fully confidential online community space to receive healing, guidance, and support. You’ll have access to:

🌙 New Moon Healing Ceremony - a live monthly ceremony where you’ll be served with an archetypal remedy transmission - to deepen your healing journey

Full Moon Witch’s Clinic - a live monthly circle space to share (if you desire) what’s coming up for you, receive reflection, witnessing, spot-healing and guidance from Nicole around working with remedies 

🔥 Ongoing Invitations - simple but powerful self-healing tools, including enquiries and journal prompts, rituals and embodiment practices to help you carve out space for your witch and integrate self-healing and magic into your daily life - at your pace.

🌿 Access to the Archetypal Remedy Library - a library full of our self-guided archetypal remedy journeys - including Rosa, Aurum, She-Wolf, Luna - and more as the library expands

🕯 Monthly Q&A Thread - a chance to ask Nicole anything about healing, magic, working with your archetypal apothecary, or becoming a healer (can be anonymous if preferred)

🧙‍♀️ Sisterhood - be part of a loving, global coven of likeminded souls - it’s the perfect playground to practice expressing your magic in a safe way and stay focused on your vision

This space is a nurturing, tender initiation into your magic. It’s about opening to your healing - not rushing, but living into your magic in every day life - at your soul’s pace.

Are you ready to step inside and awaken your inner healer?

 

Feeling the Call to Join Us?


 

Becoming a Healer Starts with Healing Ourselves First

The Woman You’ll Become

True healing isn’t about “fixing” what’s broken. It’s about lovingly reclaiming the lost parts of our souls that have been clouded in our shame, guilt, fear and wounded layers.

Imagine yourself in 12 months from now:

  • You’ve connected to your healing power, learning how to harness your inner apothecary for self-healing

  • You’ve healed layers of doubt and self-criticism, allowing your magic to feel real and tangible

  • You have a deeper connection to your body and trust your wise intuition 

  • You’ve embraced your magic - whether that’s via ritual, herbs, remedies, energy work, or simply living your unapologetic magical life

  • You’re feeling more comfortable sharing your authentic expression - your magic with the world

  • You’ve found your sisterhood, and you’re feeling seen, supported, and empowered.

This is the work of becoming of a healer.

Because that’s really how ancient medicine women always ‘lived into’ their healing powers - by healing themselves first, and discovering their gifts in their wounds along the way.

The universal healing law ‘similia similbus’ means ‘like cures like’.  It means people are remedies - we, in our healed state, heal those ‘similar’ to us.

You are a remedy - both for yourself and others. The question is - are you willing to slow down, tune in, and love yourself back to remembrance?

It’s time to *become* the remedy. ✨

 

This is a fit for you if you:

✨ Are a sensitive woman ready to step into your healing power, instead of ‘fixing’ yourself.  

✨ Long for a sacred, soul-paced journey to reclaim your inner magic and take responsibility in the process.  

✨ Will commit to watching replays within 1 week to stay aligned with the live journeys.  

✨ Are willing to create 1-2 hours a week to engage in rituals, practices, and enquiries, even when it feels ‘inconvenient.’  

✨ Are open to tender reflections on your magic and wounding patterns and blocks.  

✨ Feel called to a meaningful, impactful life – perhaps as a healer, teacher, or guide – and know healing yourself is the first step.  

✨ Are looking for a sisterhood (you’re welcome to sit and soak it all in without interacting)

This is not a fit for you if you:

❌ Want to outsource your healing – we can only heal ourselves.  

❌ Aren’t willing to create space for the work, including live circles (or replays), rituals, or reflections.  

❌ Don’t want to look at your wounds or tend to your nervous system and inner child.  

❌ Have higher priorities than self-healing - please choose this wholeheartedly.  

❌ Want to rush the path of becoming a healer or rely on ‘quick fixes’.  

❌ Are not female – this space is for women, as we work with the feminine, including unique biology, energetics, and cycles.

❌ Prefer to have a lot of deep, bespoke support, reflection and guidance - you might be more suited to one of my deeper 1:1 containers.


 

Commitment

True healing isn’t a ‘quick fix’ - it’s a slow, sacred process, and I’m here to walk with you.  There is an initial 3-month commitment to ground you in your journey. After that, you can continue monthly (and you can leave at any time with a simple email, giving 1 month’s notice - no pressure, no guilt).

 

 

Investment

The value of this membership is over £3000/year, but it’s my heart’s deepest desire to meet women wherever they are - because healing should be accessible to all - so I’ve intentionally created a pay-what-you-can-afford model:

  • £111/month – The full price, for those who are able to invest in the depth of this work at its truest value. This option is for you if you feel resourced and can honour the healing transformation and guidance within this space.

  • £77/month – A mid-tier option, for those who want to contribute meaningfully but need a lower price point.

  • £33/month – A subsidised option, designed for those who are just about managing but wouldn’t be able to join at the higher tiers without compromising basic needs.

  • £11.11/month – A financial need option, for those experiencing significant financial hardship (e.g. on benefits or struggling to make ends meet). 

I trust you to choose the option that feels aligned for you. If you feel resourced to contribute more, it helps others who may be struggling financially, ensuring the space remains accessible and sustainable. If most people choose the subsidised price when they could truthfully afford more, it impacts my capacity to continue offering the membership in this way.  This isn’t about pressure - you are so welcome to choose what you need - it’s simply an honest sharing of how this exchange works so that you can choose with full awareness.

 

 

A Guarantee

I know how scary it can be to take the leap. But having guided many women before (with glittering testimonials), I’m so confident this space will begin to help you heal and reconnect with your magic that I’m devoted to lowering your risk.

If, after 3 months of committing to setting smart intentions (as guided), attending all live circles and engaging with at least one archetypal remedy journey from the library, you don’t feel meaningful shifts in your healing, I’ll refund your payment fully. I won’t promise unrealistic goals - you won’t be fully healed, and you won’t be a healer in 3 months - but you will start to feel something shift - whether that’s deeper self-compassion, opening to trust, or a new way of seeing your possibility.

 

 

Will You Answer the Call?

Your Secret Witch is calling. 

Her doubts, fears, and resistance are all part of the initiation. 

This is your invitation to step in.

Healing is waiting. Sisterhood is waiting. Your magic is waiting.

Are you willing to trust the call of your soul, to step in folly and slowly, and open to allowing yourself to gently transform?

 

 

Begin...

We’LL BE OPENING THE DOORS VERY SOON

 

Still Got Questions? Want More Details?

If you want to read glittering testimonials, common FAQ’s, or just soak in more details on the journey -

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“it confirmed my magic”

“Before this journey, I hadn’t really believed in my magic side, I’d been discovering it but not really trusting it. But in circle, a few women bathed me in words like “transcendent and other-worldly” and it confirmed my magic; something that I’d been doubting about myself.

I have a better idea of what my own medicine and gifts are - who I came here to be and how I can be of service to others. I had agreed to develop a collaboration with another organisation before the group journey and I feel like the work I did in this journey to get to know myself has made it easier for me to get across what it’s all about, what I’m all about, and how I can help others to find their own magic through their voice. It’s made my path a lot more clear.”

- Laura Hill, Crucible Participant

 

 

PS: To Recap...

To recap: This membership is a sacred space to awaken your self-healing power and magic through archetypal remedies, grounded in the point of view that to become healers we have to heal ourselves. It supports you in healing yourself, discovering your soul’s gifts, and opening to your destiny as a healer. Anchoring you in embodiment practice and ritual, it invites you to slow down, create space for your inner witch, and manifest more magic in daily life.  Crafted from over a decade of my experience as a healer and guide, this is the path I wish I’d had - curated to support your journey with love. It’s a pay-what-you-can-afford membership with a money-back guarantee if you find no meaningful healing. Spaces will be limited in future enrolments, so if you feel the call, secure your place in circle now.

 

TERMS OF CONTRACT:

Initial subscription is 3 months’ minimum commitment. After that it becomes a monthly subscription and you have the capacity to cancel with a simple email giving 1 month’s notice. This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable - unless you’ve fulfilled the requirements for our above Guarantee. All content inside the Membership is the intellectual property of Nicole Barton, Secret Witch™ and Archetypal Apothecary™, and is for your personal use only - no copying, sharing, or commercial use without permission.