It is so easy for “you"
"Whatever we choose, in the midst of our MfL, will have a deeper impact. And that's why the deepest work is to stay impeccable in our devotion to soul."
~ Nicole Barton
The journey to Soul isn't an easy one. I say this, time and time again, and still, many times my women don't believe me. And when it gets tough, I often have clients project: "this is so easy for you".
So I want to be really clear that walking the path of soul has not been an easy ride for me, at all. It may appear that way from all the benefits that my constant choosing to prioritise it over everything else has created, but there have been times when I've wanted to give up. I distinctly remember, one time, when I wanted to choose out of the path in the midst of my Material for Liberation, that I decided my alternative option was to instead be a 'dustbin woman' (an ongoing joke between my soul guide and me - which in my times of questioning the path felt way easier and more appealing - which should show you just how difficult it really is, at times). We often can create alternatives in our mind that can seem like an easier route out, and still, I can't even imagine being a dustbin woman now, instead of all the magic my choosing though my Material for Liberation has created.
If you are walking this path, you will get tested in #alltheways as to how devoted you are to your vision.
I have been, and I'm constantly having to choose to come back to my Queen Witch's throne in the midst of #allthefears of the Material for Liberation I create to test my devotion: do I really want what I say I want?
And these tests can look superficial when we are in them. It can look like we could just choose out of being Sovereign for just one moment without it impacting. For example, when I recently went to the swimming pool and was turned away and my Secret Witch chose to blurt out my anger, instead of come back to my throne and create from love.
But even in the superficial choices, there is a deeper energetic impact. You see, EVERYTHING we choose matters. In choosing out of my Queen, that day, I knew I was choosing out of my deeper energetic powerful choice to create my soul's vision. And that doing so would create chaos. Because I wasn't being who I was devoted to being; I was creating from shadow and lack of devotion to who I am. As Witches, this is especially important because whatever we speak, we create more of. And sure enough, I later created an incident in another pool where a woman purposely kicked me; reflecting back where I'd slipped into the shadow of anger.
The lesson here, is that whatever we choose, in the midst of our Material for Liberation, will have a deeper impact. And that's why the deepest work is to stay impeccable in our devotion to soul.
That's why it might look like it is easier for me - because I have a deeper awareness of the costs of falling off my throne and choosing away from living from soul alignment.
It isn't easy for me at all. I just know that I've more recently learned and embodied that not choosing it really isn't worth it, and so you'll see me wobble less, because I don't choose to create from that place.
Creating life to be rich and fulfilling is always a deeper energetic choosing than it first appears on the surface. And from that deeper choice, magic is created and the rewards for that all appear as though it has been "easy."
So, the next time you assume it is easy for me, know that this isn't because there aren't challenges; it's because I keep devoting to choosing to live from soul, over and over, through all of my Material for Liberation.
And the same is available for you to choose and keep choosing - if a life of soul is what you truly long for.
In October, I'll be guiding magical women into the tender first steps of the path of deep healing, so you, too, can create from the true, magical expression of your soul. All the details I have, right now, are that it is called Invoke Your Wild Apothecary, and that I'll be dosing the energetic Remedies of the Wild to begin initiating women into their healing magic. If you'd like to join us, enrolment isn't yet open, but if you register interest below you'll be the first to hear when more details are available.
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if you've any questions, send me an email.
Nicole x
