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Is your Magic lying Dormant?

Are you ready to make Healing Magical again?

“ If all Phosphoric Witches learned that their gifts were magical, needed and loved - if they learned they could harness their deep gifts of sensitivity and emotion powerfully, and if they learned that they weren't really that 'weird' - then they would learn to welcome all the parts of themselves that they've previously outcast, become their unique, magnificent, magical remedy for themselves, firstly - but also for the world..”

~ Nicole Barton

Have you been told that you "have magical gifts" (but you're a little bit scared of them)?

Last week, I went to sit in a spiritual mediumship development circle (for my own personal joy), which is something that really lights my fire. I've not been to a mediumship circle for a while and won't share what came up in it specifically, as the work is sacred and confidential, but what I do want to share is how I noticed some interesting patterns relevant to the Phosphoric Witch.

To begin, we we went around the circle, introducing ourselves - which is something I would once have dreaded (In fact I distinctly remembering all I could say in circle in Bali even just 4 years ago was "I'm too scared to share my voice and that's what I'm here to liberate" - before learning to teaching yin yoga to 40 magical ones, which had me in meltdown).

Only this time, I noticed I had very little in the way of introducing myself and found myself saying "I'm Nicole, I have always been a Witch and I help women become unapologetically magical" - and explained that I was there for personal joy.

I didn't think much of this introduction, myself, but next thing, one woman shared that my introduction was difficult to follow, before sharing that she'd been told she had magical gifts but she didn't use them.

It got me thinking about how my women often have this sense that they are here for more - and yet innocently then use their power against themselves to create stories that they aren't really magical enough and so they feel others' power and shrink (and I've been there this week, trust me).

As we continued around the circle, I noticed some patterns - all the Secret Witches (and there were at least 20 of us there) said:

💥 They hid their magic for fear of being called 'weird' (one person said they actually called it their "weird stuff")

💥 They all had magical gifts that were lying dormant - that they either sensed themselves, or had been told

💥 They doubted their power - and their unique gift of reading energy

💥 They deeply longed to bring their magic to the world as healers, but felt it was too hard and that they were failing

💥 They had struggled with the mundane world and its linear ways of healing - and had outsourced their healing others

💥 They were really sensitive to other worlds

💥 They were all sensitive to things they didn't want to be

💥 They all felt intense emotions they didn't want to feel

And I realised just how much the Phosphoric Witch is present in the world - but it feels like she isn't because she *hides*.

And then I saw just how needed this work of becoming *unapologetically magical* is.

Because if all Phosphoric Witches learned that their gifts were magical, needed and loved - if they learned they could harness their deep gifts of sensitivity and emotion powerfully, and if they learned that they weren't really that 'weird' (Dean Radin shared in our recent podcast that 94% of scientific academics have experienced at least one type of magical phenomena) - then they would learn to welcome all the parts of themselves that they've previously outcast. And then they would become their unique, magnificent, magical remedy for themselves, firstly - but also for the world.

To do this, there's some deep work required to love and heal the fear of being your witchy self (which is often not taught in other magical paths). You may have a sense you're here to be a magical one who can heal yourself, or you may have even trained in some healing modalities and still feel the pain of not having brought your gifts into the world in the deeply fulfilled way you have a burning desire to. Essentially, your gifts are dormant and lying unused.

Is this you?

If you're resonating, then I'll be leading women into healing these surface Collective Witch Wound layers in Invoke Your Wild Apothecary in November, where you can begin to learn to:

🌿 Start to take responsibility for your own unique healing journey

🌿 Open your heart to the possibility you can become your own magical healer - and (if desired) a healer for others

🌿 Start to learn to love parts of yourself that you’ve cast aside as “weird” or unlovable - including your deep sensitivity and intensity

🌿 Begin to unsuppress the truth that's in your heart - including your intense emotions, and your body's wisdom

🌿 Open your heart to your deeper burning passions and dreams - and that they are possible

🌿 Open to a journey of beginning to discover your own medicinal, healing Wild Apothecary, along with other like-minded sisters

If you're feeling the call, the link to join us is in the comments.

Is it time to lovingly dose yourself with the remedies that will help you to become and express your unique truth?

I'll see you in circle.

🔥🌿🐍👑

PS I'll also be leading a taster of this crucible on the 13th October - click the button below if you'd like to be with us for it.

if you've any questions, send me an email.


Nicole x